FAITH is a big word. Believe in it.

2009-08-08T12:25:00.000-07:00

Hello sister (:

Hacked in your account ? Still remembered th user and password (:
iie miss you . guess its been months since we last met and talked eh ?
people change . maybe you had grown to find out things you did in th past are childish
or like you said, embarassing .
me too, i'm still blogging in th 2 years old blog iie have :D
my appearance or way towards life might have change .
but one thing will never change, i'm still as spoilt
or you can say that iie still want people to pamper me,
give in to me .

but you're trying to change that attitude of mine ?
that's why we're having this "cold war" iie guess
just like how we used to be when we're pri 5 ? or 6 . cant rmb well hahs
but then you're no longer trying to "pull me back"
maybe you have come to realize that
feeling pain or sadness for this friend is stupid
or something like, why am i even caring for a person like her ?
or maybe, you've found a right friend for yourself
one who empathizes with you .
or you're just too busy with your studies to care .

watever th reason,
iie hope this friendship lasts
and that its not just a facade or nothing true .
take good care of yourself and try doing sth to stop that weight gain x.x

changed your blogskin .
hope you dont mind .
feel free to edit or remove it if you dont like
you can try adding in wishes in th blue box on th left
or simply chg it into sth else .
and make yourself a tagboard for comments purpose
and ya links, since you removed th previous template yourself
then you'll have to relink them all over aqain
as iie dont have a backup copy of your blog template
& if you're still th slightest bit of concern
feel free to visit my blog (:

2009-07-11T08:43:00.000-07:00

OMG! i read my previous posts, they're soooooooo scary!
everytime i look back at the past, things which i'd said are so embarrassing.
nvm, few yrs later when i read this post, i'll feel stupid all over again.
thats how ppl have motivation to improve right? one they feel stupid.
anw, i AM troubled..
my gastric probs is haunting me again, i have a feeling i'm dying soon =(
i've to eat & eat more than a pig la.
i dont find joy in eating nice food =(
taking height & weight on mon, & what,
MY WEIGHT!! i can score straight A's for O'lvl IF my results were as high as MY WEIGHT!!
imagine how scary it is..
i shall elaborate no more, my weight is for all to find out 2 days later =D
excited to see how i'll scare my classmates with that! XD
my password is my name with some dots in it. must post up to remind myself =)

2009-07-04T00:07:00.000-07:00

hehheh!
first post in 2009~
i finally worked out my password. its my name with some dots!
=D)

2008-12-26T06:49:00.000-08:00

Gastric came back again..
maybe gng hospital for full scan soon =/
hope nth happens..
tell me, how can a person eat a normal meal & suffered gastric pains 3hrs later?!
i think my body isnt actually full of fats, but undigested food =.=
seems like thr's a hole or sth then all de food i chew drop out of stomach, LOL!
hais, nvm la, pray everything will be fine =)
at least let me achieve my dream of becoming a teacher for a day den die can T_T

the root of all trouble. what a double-faced guy. yucks!
If ppl have mistaken you, then i suppose thats cause you spoke in broken english.
"I broke up with her last night" & "I left her last night"
two different things ok?!
pushing away all trouble and ended up still with her trust. wth.
Only siding her when she's around,
when she dissappears & trouble came,
you claimed you have nothing to do with her.
A person full of vulgarities is not worth bickering with.
but i hate vulgar. zzzzzz

Its not that people are telling untruths,
Its because you didnt get the facts right!
People you shld trust like your family, you doubted them.
People like abcd you give them your full trust.
you yourself should know how much you've changed.
If you dont wanna help yourself, noone can help you.
Its ok if you dont appreciate me as your friend,
but e very least, cherish ppl who truely cared for you.
Pray one day you'll wake up. God bless. =D)

2008-09-30T07:33:00.000-07:00

yay ~
finally on bac com, exams over~
left paper 1 of phy & chem -.-
but must study! paper 1 can let u have 1% chance to pass!
tml is mummy's b'day, so i cant have my childrens' day present =(
nth much to blog abt, jus worries abt my results T_T
i dont want dui bu qi nu ren~ lol

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2008-09-06T00:49:00.000-07:00

T~T
i rly dont know how to help you anymore...
ppl said unkind/ hurtful stuffs, wanting to bring a message across your brain
"please change yourself for a better one"
but you keep getting wrong n silly ideas like ppl getting jealous of u zzz!!!
i shld be glad i'm nt like you but well, nvm -.-
ppl close to you distanced but just think, why?
i'm always there for you but u kept assuming my clique 'stole' me away or sth funny ._.
i'm thr for you, but thr's also someone thr for me right?
i'm not like so strong to carry all burdens, i also need my own friends too.
this post is not to shoot you or whatever,
its just a post - proven that i have had read your blog =D)

2008-08-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

tml got sch again ._.
both sciences zzzzz so sian =(
sometimes i wonder, what on earth am i to you..
but nvm , some things are better to be left unsaid/ unspoken.
my brain suddenly thought of sth
"I wanted to be a guy cause if i'm a guy, i could get all your attention."
i rly couldnt think of anything else to say of you..
i pray to God that someday, somehow, you might just get out of it & get a better life..

believe in miracles! =D

& happy bestfriend day, my beloved =) 010908

2008-08-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

so long din blog le, got nu ren complain liao -.-"
err wad happen leh, past few days same old thing happen ma...
teacher's day performance was.. lol
dont know wad to say..
i fail as a senior, i dont even think my juniors trust me anymore @,@
i kept receive complaints abt nt carrying out my duties well -.-
such as calling up juniors to remind of their duties,
need to reach by wad time blah blah..
i mean, its tiring leh, to call them up everyday, to scold them for being late or misbehaving..
nn sec 2 even complained dat sec 3s are taking up on every event, so sec 2 r left with nth -.-
wth they talking abt, they cant do anything, unwilling to learn, & blame us..
fine then let me take all the blame, not like its the first time or what.
nvm~ i serve for the sake of serving.

anw during teacher's day, i gave present to only one teacher i think -.-
i drew a card for like 3 hrs zzzzz
i have difficulty writing craps..
i was afraid wad i said would be biantai, insulting, or too disgusting zzzzzz
but i think teachers wont think things too complicated right?
jus like maths, apply formula & get de ans. so i wrote to a math teacher =D
hopefully she wont get a wrong idea dat i'm wooing her or anything, cos it rly looks like i m ._.
but its ok la she stil smile at me after dat though i feel a lil awkward lol

err den wad happen nex.. forget liao @.@
chatting w one nu ren on phone =)
women are so romantic whahaha XD

2008-08-14T06:08:00.000-07:00

my male hormones are decreasing =(

see what happened?
spent my time studying science & ended up not doing well in both math n science zzzzz
nvm, jiayou for SA =D
no mood to smile also, nvm ._.

thks for humans being thr for me =)

2008-08-08T19:52:00.000-07:00

sobs T_T
jus finished reading manga online,
thr's this manga "bitter virgin"
so sad.. hais..
but de chapters aren't all out yet,
so wad i've read till is till de crisis part LOL
i hate it, it says "completed" dats y i go watch de,
now make me till so sad den duno wad story @!#$%^&*()

anw i blogged cos my nu ren wanna c XD
no feeling to study leh ._.
i shall study after lunch =D
hopefully i wont sleep.
but study wan thing? lol~
study abt nu ren, i go web search "how to make women happy" XD

2008-08-02T07:52:00.000-07:00

heh heh, its been such a loooooooooooong time since i blog-ed =D
i wanted to study but... lol~ SO LONG NV PLAY LE!
so i fixed my com n played XD

& today!!!
i saw miss tay in mac =D))))))))))))))))))))
but i duno y, each time i c her outside sch i only gave her a glance n looked away -.-
she smiled at me n i looked away T_T
LOL, sounds so bian tai ._."
dat reminds me i have not completed my maths homework T~T
i shall do it tml, i think -.-"
anw she's so cuteeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

life's a boreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
one only appreciates it whn one is happy,
& de 'happy' times were like infinity to the power of one of sad times =(
kept eating medicine for gastric =(
i have a dream, so i shall live for it =D

i wanted to go for FOP but mom said __ month la,
1 gal go out very dangerous one!
-.-" i almost bian tai to her n say "i'm shuai ge lei~"
lucky i din, LOL!
imagine wad her reaction might be.. -.-

recently i bought a new pair of jeans,
but i think my thigh is too big or jeans too small for me,
it looks like skinny on me -.-
YUCKS i hate those skinniesssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss
but de uncle said "u wear smaller size one, cos bring home wash den will enlarge le"
tqz, u shld use your commonsense n think~
hais.. its either i throw de jeans to de washing machine to get ruined so it can become bigger or i make myself smaller -.-"

grandma was bac from japan =D
but i dont know how to show i'm grateful towards her or such,
cos de moment i c her, i have no chance to open my mouth -.-
she'll start nagging from north to south, east to west ._.
so by de time i alr had no mood to b kind to her n jus show her attitude lol
same goes wif my mother,
i also dunno how to communicate wif her la~

its 1106 pm now =D

pride comes before fall,
dont be over confident.

2008-06-30T07:53:00.000-07:00

heh heh~ i finally decided to - use com! XD
dad jus used finish, searching for his business duno wad dong xi -.-
i fixed for him one leh,
waste time & energy~
might as well use use abit la hor~ XD
i have nothing to do T~T
no mood play, no mood sleep T~T
mocha is nice!
but i forgot its at night n i drank it, lol!
forgetting its night time -.-
nvm, once in a long time =D)
search for games le~
den mayb eyes tired to slp XD
actually my eyes tired liao, but nehmind,
mind stil wide awake ._.
nites~
spuerrrrr duperrrrr lameeeeeee post =D)

2008-06-20T07:44:00.000-07:00

wo hui lai le!~
bac from maths camp, 2e4'o7 bbq, lots of days & nights =D)
paiseh i din blog, n de reason behind it is practically - LAME.
i didnt save my last session of mozilla firefox window,
& so all details of websites i went to, including blogger, was like, gone? ._.
n obviously i din rmb to find my blogger website cos thr's too many website to rmb~
lmao, lame unacceptable excuse -.-

anw, sch's opening like de nex nex nex day?!
now its like 1&1/2 hrs before sat ._.
tml after class i'm going church~
dat reminds me, i haven complete tuition homework O_O
lol i act surprise sia -.- its nt like de first time~ XD

main prob now is de ispl,
individual self pace learning, dats wad i know! XD
chinese - 2 compo
physics - somewhr in btw? + all shits from websites which idk wad~
chemistry - now attempting, on 1st page~
english - did only 1st page abt $$, as everyone did in class -.-
A / E mathematics - handed in? ._.
geography - worksheet lost~ XD
social studies - left ard 3 pages, ltr anyhow tikam tikam XD

hais, so cham hor?
all those things i typed out is nt to 'show off' or wad crap,
& obviously i have had nothing to show -.-"
jus stating how pathetic i m T~T
lai lai mei nu sayang me XD

off to continue chem ispl,
i'm suppose to go imeem to search for songs so my room wont feel so eerie u know? ._.
cyaaaa 3e3 on nex nex nex day =D)

2008-06-05T07:37:00.000-07:00

heh heh heh ~
things r getting btr,
& mentally stable XD
lol jkjk, anw, left 6 more days to camp & going bac sch!
got a new no., but its a sim card ._."
got free incoming call, but sms ex like @#$%^&*(
peabrain parents, saying its a way to save money..
hope my card lasts till maths camp ._.
& yay! going bac sch for ms tay classes~
lalala~
so long nv bian tai le, now got mood ady whahahaha XD

private server rox!
so many things available to play & so easy to lvl XD
playing priest n its siannnnnnnnn =(
but can heal & earn money ._.
& i also make ice wiz, name ahgua.
LOL! yea de name is 'ahgua'
nice rightttttttttttttt ? =D)

anw give me your contacts whn u c me again pls T~T

2008-05-29T01:37:00.000-07:00

jus bac from helping dad shift furniture -.-
how i wish i'm a guy,
can jio gals XD
& also, got muscles to carry loads which r as heavy as me ._.
dad said carrying those heavy furniture = ai de jiao yu...
if i cannot carry = mei yong de ren...
pls la dad, i'm a g-i-r-l.
u want a muscle gal, shld have trained me earlier right?
or i go for a trans-sex, change my sex to male can le ma,
dont need use such ways to train your daughter to be a useful person.
i have my own ambition,
to be a phyciatrist / teacher / even a pig tender.
i also wont wanna take over your f*** business
zzzzzzzzz
helping dad shift his furniture is mentally n physically abuse.

2008-05-28T02:27:00.000-07:00

heh heh heh~
i'm like so, contact-less XD
i dont know any numbers ._."
except 1, yl's no.
n my old no,
i think nth else O_O
i forgot my mum's number, great =D
daddy's too~ whahaha

confiscating my phone is ady too much,
now u stil forbid me to do this & dat..
wth your brain is thinking, idk..
now both parents r like dat,
go home with a bad mood n i'm gonna die.
i mean no voilence, but.. zz
those words which comes outta your mouth, daddy & mummy, u wont know how hurtful it is.. i may smile n laugh when u scolded me but bear in mind, your wont & never know what shyt m i thinking. nevermind nevermind~ i'm your eldest daughter in any way, i must n shld set a goodgood example for my nice little sister~ i shall be a goody goody sister alright =D

let me repeat again,
i dont wanna say it to each & every of my freinds ._.
i got no phone,
so delete my no.
i'm shifting hse to bt gombak,
so... i'm homeless! XD

yea i know as a daughter i must be responsible / understanding,
but as parents can u set an example first?
understanding by confiscating items?
by making me anti-social?
whatever, i'm getting Q!@#$(@#$%^&* fed up with all those.
how i wish i'm nt de eldest,
how i wish, how i wish..
how i wish i wasnt even born to this world

2008-05-26T06:46:00.001-07:00

just bac from chinese tuition~ xD
i so yong gong right? hols liao stil tuition wahahahah XD
dun feel like going / doing anything except slack!
going off to slack, maybe at maple? ._."
or find sth to kill jiu shi le!
dun worry, killing in game heh heh heh

2008-05-25T03:00:00.000-07:00

我爱我自己
所以就算有再难过
就算多想伤害自己
我不能，不能，不能。。

they thought i dont feel a thing.
its a wonder why i treat my friends as first priority,
now i know.

i dont feel a thing, i can be just as anti-social as i like, or putting up a stupid smile, smiling at ppl like an idiot.

i'm not trying to insult or anything,
its my own personal view &

my smile =D) is rl towards my friends.
=D)

2008-05-25T00:59:00.001-07:00

can i just, die?
dont know how my phone bill reach up to $ 152.60 -.-
madness, right?
anw, my mom canceled my phone line.
phone no. ~~97540317~~

i'm alright, i wont get upset over this =D)
hopefully.

so just cancel away my phone no. yea?
thr's no such number as 97540317.
i shall'nt be found anywhr if missing XD
i can run away from home now,
all the way to north pole~

2008-05-24T08:35:00.000-07:00

back to blogging =D)
so bored, but at the same time thr's lots of things to do O_O
i wanna chiong my game~
but got alot of ISPL ._.
i wanna study, friends no mood zzzzzzzzz
esp dat syl, sai de -.-
ask her go library she dun wan T~T
at home how study in such environment?
food outside living room,
computer behind me,
tv outside,
mind thinking miles away from books ._."

maths camp n the miss tay class how?
clash until bu shang bu shi de,
i wan go camp & lesson =(
i wan both! i'm so greedy XD
any info abt this pls inform me, thks! =D)

jonniiepher - 51
i want this lvl b 120 !
i also want h0bit fasterrrrrrrr bishop T_T
nehmind, i sound so childish blogging is this manner -_-

looking forward to maths camp, it sounds so fun XD
imagine camping & doing maths at the same time, LOL!
i love ISPL for maths =D)
cos i dont understand anything -.-
esp those matrix, & teacher said its gonna come out at O'lvls!
how can they jus push an o lvl topic for us to die by our own?!
individual self pace learning,
is de same as dying at individual's pace right?
i wan die slowly, so do it slowly~

phy n chem, dont bother to look at it -.-

btw, when's physic's class during hols?!
someone tell me pls ._.

this reminds me of ptm, haha..
mdm fadilah seems to have nth to talk wif my mom,
probably cause seeing my face? lol.
"Qiu Zhen is a warm and friendly student."
it was a comment on my report card.
& wad mdm fadilah said to my mom..
"Qiu Zhen is a QUIET girl! she seldom speaks in class you know? but she has friends, so i dont need to worry if she has any social problems."
LMAO! den de report card was like in front of me,
& i was pointing to it to mom n said "zi xiang mao dun"
LOL!
i so anti social ma? -.-
i only agree with the first sentence,
Qiu Zhen is a warm student XD
warm as in re qing XD
wo de re qing!
hao xiang yi ba huo!
ran shao le zheng ge sha mo~
whahaahahahah XD
or does the teacher meant i kept sweating dats y say i'm warm? -.-

lalalala, so many craps, sian si ni!
now lemme do a duno wad survey, some one *ahem* forced me to do it T_T
still at msn haunting me T~T
lemme copy & paste..

1. What age do you wish to marry ?
- 娶老婆

2. What you want the most right now ?
- pass my sciences T_T

3. What do you want to be in your next life ?
- a cuter pig XD

4. Something to describe yourself
- err..? bian tai = shuai ge~

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be ?
- if can have den say la, de present dream i had now is never true -.-

6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
- women~

7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
- wad eternal? but i believe in love =D)

8. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
- i alr confessed to numerous gals~

9. How would you spend 200 bucks ?
- i want more than 200 bucks!

10 . What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half ?
- understand me, & stay by me always =D) ewwwwwwwww, ER XIN -.-

11.Which type of person you hate most ?
- Oo, depends on my mood if i shld hate dat person.. i may hate her/him today but love them tml!

12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
- yes

13. Do you believe in God ?
- yes, but i'm nt christ ._.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- life la, if nt how survive to make things important to me?

15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- find good woman can le, dont need bfgf one la

16. What do you want your friends to be like ?
- kind & understanding, i hate criticism -.-

17. What are the things that i will think of ?
- when will this mo mi qi miao de survey end?!

18. What is your favourite hobby ?
- anyhow write formulas of i dont know wad

19. If you're feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
- feeling low = cry liao la, still dare go to ppl?

20. Who are the ones that you really care for ?
- friends? maybe family too..

Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal qustion , make it total 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all .

tag simi? how tag la..
sai -.-

k, enough blogging liao, so many craps c le also scared -.-
i think i go chiong jonniiepher XD

2008-05-22T04:42:00.001-07:00

i do what i like,
but thr are somethings i dont like to do & wont do it.
get it yea?
whatever i do is NONE of your business.
there's absolute no need of you to spread the news around when they are not even interested to know~
& unless a sadist you are, normal people wont put it up on websites.
websites, general knowledge you shld know the meaning right?~

2008-05-21T07:10:00.000-07:00

head aches whole day =(
luckily its only minor, lol..
& i realised i typed 'luckily' wrongly, 5 times O_O
luckyly
luky
lucily
luckyliy
lukily

ZZZZZZZZZzz
omg, spelling need practice le!
dats de reason i dont like to update,
i'll realise my spelling n grammar n will b like O_O

today stayed in sch tell 5pm,
i also dont know do wad -.-
run ard reminding those on duties,
my 24hr run ~
ISPL kns one leh,
individual self pace learning,
wad lai de ._.
might as well give us work to do, dont need whole stack of notes la.
ISPL ma, self pace learning,
we can dig our own grave at our own pace too =D)

my head aches =(

& thks jekkai for teaching me dat wad thing..??
err got one line dat one,
den is sth like
y = mc +x
or
y= mx +c
or
x= my +c?
CANNOT RECALL
OMGGGGGGGG -.-
i think y = mx + c looks familiar, so it shld b de one =D)
hopefully,
maybe.

look at the notes on matrices,
matrix : sth like robots? a movie title lai de leh!!!
got dat chapter in maths, LOL!!
i kept thinking of de movie while looking through,
n ended up nt knowing anything ._.

got no interest in studies again~
y gt holidays?! if dont have i might mug like siao u know? -.-
den no time blog all these craps le =D))
lai crap crap~

=D) smiley chins to the power of 2!
=D)) smiley chins to the power of 3!
=D))) smiley chins to the power of 4!
=D)x) lcl's 'smiley' chins to the power of chins!

chins to the power of chins = infinite chins~
lalala~
infinite chins~ wahahahah XD)

my head hurts T~T
i want call mei nu help me an mo!!
de time now is 22:22 on my com,
LOOKS SO COOL!
but i wanna take screen shot den it changed to 22:23 T_T
purposely de! dun fren u liao!
i dun wan play with u le la,
si com.
herr~ bbye! si com!
now gan gan 22:24
tmd, sha si ni! shut u down liao =.=
now no internet connection zzzzzz
i go fix den upload den punish u,
tmd dun let me upload, tml play with u till u die.
qiuzhen is so childish =D)
cos qiuzhen is still a child =D)

2008-05-17T21:08:00.000-07:00

happy birthday fangting!

so bored, nth to do -.-
keep gaming like thr's no life, cause besides that i find nothing to do..
or shld i say too many things to do dat i dont know whr to start?
&, sorry if my previous post was to offend anyone,
i mean no harm k? T~T
lol, mayb it's nt cos of me.. i'm always dat byl XD

12.10pm now, i stil dont know wad to do~
studying now seems so zzzzzzzzzzzzzz i look like a fake but i dont wish my 'study passion' which comes so RARELY get to slip off lidat =(
few wks b4 whn exams was near, din on com, keep study study till i fell in love with books =D)
but my results zzzz, no motivation to study T~T

if all subject teachers are cute & pretty, i'm sure to get straight A's =D)

LOL~ haha, suddenly wanted to say that =(

p.s. sometimes what i say/write/post is what comes outta my head, which i dont think. so do not find any offense =D)
pig brains have greater inertia*
inertia of an object refers to the reluctance of the object to change its state of rest or motion.
hence, this is why i'm lazy to think abt the words coming out from my mouth by the brain~
wrong grammar tsktsk!

seriously i got nth to do~ T_T
go gaming le, cyaaaaaa

2008-05-16T04:00:00.000-07:00

another =( day T~T
abt results again, sigh..
actually i heck care abt dat physics de,
but whn i c de highest score,
i c how pathetic i m ._.
then during de bazaar my mood was stil stable, lol!
i got nth to do, so went bac class & slacked.

so long din run ady, so i ran down to hand in de ss e-learning work -.-
now i duno tecksiong got help anot,
my worksheet was nowhere to b found =.=
whn i went bac miss tay was thr ady,
so cont slacking till she ask me y me physics fail till lidat -.-
she was like looking as all score sheets?! ZZZZZZZ
i wanted to snapped bac but.. nth to say -.-
scared offend tio teacher sia, if lcl i stil dont mind LOL!
she was trying to cheer me (?) by saying
"nvm, fail now, so u'll learn & pass next time"
& "u ask me alot questions, go ask mr chun also la"
but i dont know y i feel =((((((((((
its supposed to b encouraging but i feel so =(((((((
dont know y, mayb pms or sth, LOL~
heh heh heh, i shld go for a sexual transplant, right? =D)

planning to study physics ltr but,
exams over alr leh, stil study so hard, i look so extra =(
today in class i felt like, outcast?
lol, limited vocab so duno how say la,
not outcast, is sth else but i dont know wad ._.
in class ppl r like, playing chess zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
n telling jokes etc.
no mood for anything, sob..

nehmind, stil got mood think of nu ren =D)
长期地假笑会造成内伤，
也会渐渐忘了自己怎么真实地笑。

practice summary.
summary :

长期的假笑会使自己忘了真实的笑。

correct ma? aiya, nehmind, suan le -.-
study harder for CA2,
jiayou =D)

p.s. =D) <<< is NOT a fake smile!

2008-05-15T10:02:00.000-07:00

O_O my previous post got sth wrong -.-
nehmind, put thr shuang XD
nights & sweet dreams,
NO ITALIC! XD

2008-05-15T09:42:00.000-07:00

actually i wanna blog sth =D
but few mins b4 is sooooooooooo =(
lemme shuang abit XD ltr den post, crap more important.

knn u call yourself my parents.
dont even know what i need.
basic needs also cannot provide,
EVEN DELETED MY WORK FROM DESKTOP.
FINE. let me fail for u.
i spent like, 3 hrs ++ surfing for ss article,
cause its counted in CA2.
& dad just deleted it away.
ALL MY WINDOWS TOO
microsoft word, at least i can print a page of info I TYPED.
WTF THEY LIKE CLEANINESS SO MUCH,
CLEAN YOUR BUTT LA.
EVEN WINDOWS ALSO DIE DIE MUST CLEAN,
USE YOUR PRODUCTS ON ME,
AS IF I SAMPLE LIDAT.
EXPERIMENT ON HAR?
Y NT JUS DO IT ON YOURSELF,
SINCE RELATIVES KEPT NAGGING ABT IT.
STOP BLAMING FOR NT WANTING TO LEARN ABT DAT S2P BUSINESS.
LET DAT P3 SIS TAKE OVER LA,
NT LIKE SHE SO S2P LIDAT.
AT LEAST SHE CAN PASS HER SCIENCE,
COS NO WORK IS STORED IN THE DESKTOP.
WHAT SHIT CRAP BUSINESS U'RE TALKING OF,
ALLOWING BIG MOUTHS RELATIVES TO TALK ABT.
THINK THE MORE THE BETTER,
DONT SO KIASU LA MY DEAR MUMMY.
PUTTING SO MUCH ACIDS ON YOUR FACE WILL ONLY CAUSE A DISFIGURED FACE N NTH ELSE!
HCL, NAOH, U WANT?
CHEM LAB GOT ALOT.
@!#knn u call yourself my parents.
dont even know what i need.
basic needs also cannot provide,
EVEN DELETED MY WORK FROM DESKTOP.
FINE. let me fail for u.
i spent like, 3 hrs ++ surfing for ss article,
cause its counted in CA2.
& dad just deleted it away.
ALL MY WINDOWS TOO
microsoft word, at least i can print a page of info I TYPED.
WTF THEY LIKE CLEANINESS SO MUCH,
CLEAN YOUR BUTT LA.
EVEN WINDOWS ALSO DIE DIE MUST CLEAN,
USE YOUR PRODUCTS ON ME,
AS IF I SAMPLE LIDAT.
EXPERIMENT ON HAR?
Y NT JUS DO IT ON YOURSELF,
SINCE RELATIVES KEPT NAGGING ABT IT.
STOP BLAMING FOR NT WANTING TO LEARN ABT DAT S2P BUSINESS.
LET DAT P3 SIS TAKE OVER LA,
NT LIKE SHE SO S2P LIDAT.
AT LEAST SHE CAN PASS HER SCIENCE,
COS NO WORK IS STORED IN THE DESKTOP.
WHAT SHIT CRAP BUSINESS U'RE TALKING OF,
ALLOWING BIG MOUTHS RELATIVES TO TALK ABT.
THINK THE MORE THE BETTER,
DONT SO KIASU LA MY DEAR MUMMY.
PUTTING SO MUCH ACIDS ON YOUR FACE WILL ONLY CAUSE A DISFIGURED FACE N NTH ELSE!
HCL, NAOH, U WANT?
CHEM LAB GOT ALOT.
@!#$&*(!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(

amp;*(!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(

SSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

HAIS, so sad so sad..

so unstable, i stil can scold alot more but..

I MANAGE IMPULSIVITY! =D

at 11pm, my parents came home n they're like,

wan me go do the soki thing zzz

de business stuffs again.. -.- so i went in,
n they go use their fcking smelly + disgusting products ON MY FACE.
another experiment. tsk.
i dont know how mom managed to pass the 'facial teacher' course,
i'm so displeased as the customer!
she still laughed n sickening la,
SHIT SALIVA ON ME
YUCKS! total madness,
such parents are like zzzzzz
dad used my com,
& seeing too much files in de com,
he was afraid that it'll affect the efficiency of the internet.
so he did a smart thing i'd nv tot of.
DELETING EVERY FILES!
i was doing my ss halfway k?
can just let me submit it anot?
i spent so much time on it just hoping to at least, fail nt so badly.
-.- cannot let me fulfil wish arh?!
siao one, nehmind i go find again.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&,
whn mom did 'facial' on me, nt only de chemicals r yucky,
de service is badddddddddddddddd.
de sticky yucky gooooooo-y stuffs sticked onto my hair,
& i wan wash!
planning to slp at 1am, wake up at 4am to wash hair =D)
lol, bian tai. i also know i wont wake up -.-
so for de past hr i rinsed at de basin ._.
now clean le =D)
but displeased!
de article i found now is so longggggggggggg sob..
i go slp le, tml chiong article.
ps for my red post.
i deleted some sentences ady =D)
let me put on on blog for few days, hahaa.
nites & sweet dreams =D
why isit italic?! zzzzzzzzzzzzz walau com sot...

2008-04-24T03:03:00.000-07:00

sobs.. so unhappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy T~T
always smile & smile will cause internal hurt one leh!
lol ._."
today gt A Maths test, so difficult
or m i too stupid?
i cant even prove ( show ) a stupid dumb expression,
wth m i thinking ?!
spent so much time on graph n drinking water
crazy leh -.-
i hate challenges,
dont challenge me or make me feel as if i'm being challenged.
its stress u know? S-T-R-E-S-S.

trigo test - 19/30
A maths graph test - 13/30
wad shit is all these..?
tqz, ppl can get 21 for the test n yet u can fail.
tqz, u studied n practiced for trigo test, u can even score a just pass mark.
what a failure i am.
i shall pin hopes on my Mathematics no more.
it only discourages me n causes sadness from nowhere.
maths used to be my best subj, now it seems more like a forced-to-study subj.
i cant fail chinese,
must pass 2x science,
must score A for maths,
pass eng,
pass 2x humans..
how can i score A for maths like this?
& i hate being looked down upon.
dont ever crow or whatever shyt actions.
it sucks.
sucks
sucks
sucks
sucks to the power of SUCKS.
dont make me dislike u,
u're still my friend :D

=D)
wont be blogging much of now,
i came specially to blog bout my sucky results =D
off to dinner,
then practice maths? if i have the time n mood -.-
n also memorise a whole chuck of chemistry zzzzzzzzzzzzz

n i realised sth,
ms ng can b a nice teacher if we students can respect n treat her nicely,
mayb she'll change for the better n teach btr too,
a new teacher needs experience to be a good n old teacher.
LOL, new n young teacher need exp to be good n old ._."

2008-04-20T07:21:00.000-07:00

spent my weekends lianbilianzi & playing com -.-
know how i play? key board in front, lblz bottom on my table zzz
even gaming could be so pathetic tsktsk!
i'm multi-tasking with lblz.
i got reason for it u know?
imagine concentrating on lblz,
u'll start to hate lcl more n more..
i dont wanna explode in class one day n shoot lcl straight off like wad i did at her office -.-

grats, i dont know a single shit on how to do 'yao qing han'.
wth is dat for? i dont know anything..
whenever i c chinese,
lcl appear in my mind,
straight blank.
can i just die or sth?
i need a psychiatrist..
which is also my ambition? LOL!

weekends used to b a waste on com games,
but now it seems dat spending weekends on lblz is far more worse ._.

dun wan say her liao,
so irritating =.=
back to subject,
HOW TO DO 邀请函?!

2008-04-17T03:37:00.000-07:00

oh man, couldnt believe wad i'd said to lcl O_O
i was atuallly being rude politely ._.
got such thing ma? aiya anything la same -.-
den she asked "u like my way of teacher bo?"
wah, finally ask.
very happy lor den keep say say say..
i missed out one point - bias.
but i managed to say EVERYTHING off,
including things such as:
too much homework,
too pressurized,
the world in nt meant for her ALONE.
& many more i forgot O_O
but after saying all those i feel so O_O
i forgot tml i gonna present omg -.-
i shld b rude AFTER my presentation right? ._.
aiya nehmind la,
at least i can help myself n others say sth to lcl =D)
* claps for shuai ge*

hmm, today so many things happen..
oh ya, my eng oral zzzz
mdm fadilah grade me dat one,
worse than essay sia.
i write 1 para, play com, den another para -.-
so i spent like 1hr + writing it zzzz
den end up too much content,
forget delete,
end up duno wad i'm talking bout zzzz
1 word, embarrassing !!

off to dinner~ LBLZ x 3 of 4 chapt,
corrections x3 per mistake.
i think i'll die tonight instead of tml.
anw sooner or later aso die,
i rather die at my hse =D

2008-04-16T04:13:00.000-07:00

today is like zzzz
i didnt cry, though i almost? during chinese lesson -.-
lcl got a little expectations to me, which is good? or an indirect insult ._.
nehmind nehmind~
everything's over~ over~
i'm over too~
y didnt i study those @#$%^&*( 4 word phrases?!
y m i so stm?!
y am i so stupidddddddddddddddd
T~T
lcl is in good mood today, she allowed us to hand in tml O_O
so rare, i think some dnt staff helped us by flirting along with her @,@
lcl : u ytd got stay back ma? i was waiting for u too after meeting.
me : got, i wait till kena chased away by sch cleaners sia.
lcl : whr u wait?
me : classroom..?
lcl : y wait thr? i was in the staff room.
me : ...
WTH LA,
i meant i was at the classroom,
N I WENT DOWN LIKE EVERY 10 MINS TO CHECK ON U SINCE 5.30!

forget it forget it~
i need prepare for eng oral T~T
lcl also assign us some crap shit work -.-
forgot wad's dat, shld be pg 282 of something..
impossible textbook la,
lemma check later ._."

i go play website for awhile,
RELEASE STRESS!
bye ♥

2008-04-15T06:54:00.000-07:00

jus bac home from tuition w meiling =D
talking to her makes me feel so relaxed & happy, hahas.
same with my other friends la, dont jealous =P
chiong-ed to tuition after bathe,
cos i went home late jus to wait for dat young & beautiful woman for her meeting dismissal -.-
i waited till 6+, den end up getting chased away by sch cleaner zzzz
thks yunling for accompany-ing me =D)

i'm saying abt my day in an anti clockwise manner,
cos bad things in front ma ._."

lblz cos i flunked chinese,
even lower than the lowest in class,
which means i'm like the LOWEST =.=
first time in my whole entire life la,
failed chinese
wrote sentences into meaning,
meaning into sentences.
how pro i m~
tqtq! XD

i must'nt be a crybaby.
shld'nt weep for lcl.
its just a piece of useless paper,
& u know u didnt try your best,
so its your own bloody fault.
so thr's nth to be sad abt =D)

zzz i nt emo or wad leh,

i stil can say " WO SHI SHUAI GE! "
but i can nv ever forget th look on her face.
when i went up to collect dat pathetic piece of paper,
lcl was like "aiyo, how come fail ar?"
then she started flipping tru my paper,
as if trying to spot wadever shyt mistake.
i knew & know i wrote wrongly,
but never will i think of failing.
at least a 25 i suppose?
perhaps i looked up too highly of myself..
i shld've known my limits.

2008-03-27T07:22:00.000-07:00

sob!!
i dun wan do lcl's work laaaaaaa~
lol nvm, as if who wans =.=
her newsarticle was like O_O
3 questions, all longlong ans.
plus a du hou gan or sth, 2 pages!!
due tml la zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i'm now chiong-ing it lol.
but no mood leh,
one sentence den play games,
den another sentence & walk ard LMAO!

i hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
stil need lianbilianzi omg -.-

mom seems unhappy about de banner thing lor ._.

& oh ya, today we had oral..
i din practice or wad, i jus pray hard i wont go n greet her "chialeekey gd afternoon"
LOL!!
but i din la~ =D)
de conversation, she din even listen to me can? -.-
i wonder how she grade lor..

clk: "u read th 'da di de er duo' book ady?"
me: "err ya, jump jump la de chapters"
-smiles~-
clk" how u find th stories?"
me: "ya it was fine, we can learn life experiences from..err.. *thinking*"
clk cuts in, n asked me how's the banner going on LOL!
as expected lor i tot, but i din expect her to cut in lidat la!
its like,
DID SHE HEAR MY CONVERSATION?!
she jus read all questions from dat paper i suppose,
her job was to jus read everything off de paper -.-

so i talked abt th banner,
expecting my oral conversation to continue ltr on.
but i explained de size & colour of de banner etc,
n tried to carry on,
she said
"xie xie~ ni ke yi zou le"
den i tio stunn la,
den she wave her hand n say "gogo!"
n she wrote down de marks LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i dont wan get marks cos of de banner lor,
i dont wish dat ppl will think of it,
it makes me feel sucky -.-
shld'nt make dat banner at this oral timing de la lol..

mom & dad nt yet home, 10+ ady..
always lidat de T~T
open office nt busy enough,
go open wad kns shop -.-
& open shop also do btr business ma,
go do FACIAL -.-
den need go course learn facial lollllllll
i tio facial 2 times le, 1 hr each time zzzzzzzzzzz!!!

i type so long,
cos i dun wanna do lcl's work!! sob~
speaking of lcl,
i heard her say this in class!!
"全班人除了嘉佳之外，都跟我lianbilianzi!"
lol, sry but no offence chloe =D

she wan bias also dun need so obvious ba?

its disgusting, yucks!

2008-03-23T09:42:00.000-07:00

feeling so (?)
mixed emotions ..
nowaadays sad things seemed to happen non stop,
one after another,
continuously.

i'm giving attitude probs to my friends too,
i tried my best putting on a fake smile or whadever,
just to cover any signs of sadness beneath.

i can even smile =]
after being scolded at.

2008-03-19T07:27:00.000-07:00

因为太了解所以很伤心　没有你只好听着风的呼吸
却有种叫做时间的东西　说没问题　最后我们会痊癒
因为太了解我无法坚定　这一次会要掉眼泪的决定
有些遗憾只能一个人听　很对不起　我还是珍惜　所以的事情

2008-03-19T06:32:00.000-07:00

sad case la. hais zzz
life's full of lianbilianzi,
wth she wants?!
i'm starting to get a link.
look at this:
photocopy machine breakdown,
causes-
her to loose her partner ( if she had had any? -.- )
so from then on,
she hates photocopier & treats her students like one?
so lianbilianzi is actually photocopying th whole of shou ce.
like, wads th point of buying shou ce whn u're to copy all out once more?!
brainless old hag.
tsktsk.

keep having funny moods leh,
awhile happy den sad zzz
den angry for nth..?!

things kept happening,
before class, during class, after class, sch, home, everywhr.
sad stuffs seems happening non-stop =(
i wanna tell to ppl,
but who can i consult?

i'm becoming a lifeless pig soon.
(^(x(oo)x)^)

2008-03-18T03:29:00.000-07:00

No blades or having to see blood is needed to harm yourself.
A piece of paper & pen is all u need.
练笔炼字 is all the same as self-abusing.

what a saddist you are.
may you die with a stack of lianbilianzi you collected when you're still alive & torturing students.
~~child~~ student abuser.

2008-03-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

erm, lol.
dont know whr to blog from..
start from morning ba,
woke up at 10.30, but slept at sofa till 12+ ._.
forgot today going out lols.

den as usual,
kena scolded T~T
i always took 1hr + to get rdy @,@
its nt th bathing which took most of th time,
its th waiting of my hair to dry LMAO!
nowadays keep rain,
so got no clothing to wear leh -.-

anw, yl walked over to chase me outta th house loL~
she got wet, her make up also zzzzzzz
tell her dun need make up liao,
dun wan listen tsktsk.
c la, abit rain nia your eyes all orhlulu liao~
hahaa XD)

then we ate mac,
my ez-link card need topping up le,
after paying mac by dat card sooo many times =X
mom top up 40 each time,
so she dont even know wad i spent it on XD

after dat we mrt to je,
took some neoprint ._.
no mood take la,
i forgot how to take a picture leh!
my head dunno shud tilt which direction,
my body language also luan qi ba zao.
so i say,
if wan take photo hor,
best taken whn i'm talking halfway -.-
look at th pics,
u'll agree dat i look btr in photo which i took while talking =.=

i look so..zzzz
blur? i was thinking since whn i went to neoprint machine..
& i was thinking how interesting those buttons look LOL!

lol, how bua song i look -.-
i din mean it, i was trying my hardest to smile ok?!
but i smile b4 th flash,
so when it flash, it was my normal face LOL!
anw my normal face lidat de meh?!
-.-

stil got 2 more scanned de, but dun wan put up la.
actually i dunno whr th other 2 scans fly to @,@

den nth much to say la,
i wan ice mage!!
T~T

2008-03-09T22:44:00.000-07:00

so bored >=(
ytd so fun & funny,
mom need me as "model" to pass her facial test zzzz
she said my face roundround,
very pei he her hands & th mask zzz!!
but its so damm itchy, keep laughing hahaas
but i'll try nt laughing, which is impossible -.-
but believe in miracle~
my mom gotta have dat cert for the shop ._.

whole slacking week O_O
so shiok XD
nth much to post le,
mayb ppostin ltr ba =D)

2008-03-09T22:23:00.000-07:00

dont get it.
i repeated it so many times,
"anything nt happy, find me."
of cos i'll reply.
but i din find me, go find my friend for wad?
aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

once a friend, always a friend.
i believe no such thing as
"i'll leave one of my friends cos the other is upset"
or
"i 让 her la, its my sacrifice to keep another friend"
huh? wad 让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让?

if u dont feel comfortable wif a person,
go ahead n leave her. ( i dont mean yl )
u can be as "bad" as i was.
selfish or wad, for my own.
i was alr affected alot, i dont wish it to affect me any further.
th reason y i posted is cos of th way u described me as,
in jus one short sentence.

dat very short sentence affected & irritates me alot,
so i posted a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg post to say back.
but dat gives absolutely NO reason for u to break up any friendship.
if u call someone a true friend,
he/she'll stay by your side,
good or bad times, will be your friend.
how can u ever break a friendship cos of it?
making me feel guilty?
u succeeded.

dont break up any of your friendship or whoever cos of me yea?
as i said,
i wont have anything to do with u.
friend or enemy, i wont have it =)

2008-03-08T07:14:00.000-08:00

darn u.
f your own imaginary guy la.
fancy,
keeping things from your bestfriend.
some things r btr left unsaid u know?
keep thing to yourself,
especially such ppl like u.
calling her as your bestfriend,
is wad u called it yourself.
stop making ppl feel guilty or wadever,
ya ya i'm th bad guy here yea?
tell u frankly,
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i kowtow to u.
run whenever i come near yea?
stop spoiling my mood.
i dont wanna c my results & friendships affected anymore.
so f away as far as u can,
with your imaginary guy.
i thought i alr can
'ignore' th things dat u do,
& th things u did to me.
but wad can i do?
whn i get near,
my eyes irks me.
my nose causes vomit halfway up my throat.
my ears irritates me.
i pray to devil wad can i do?
de most,
dont c u la.
i tried to ignore u & i did.

remember wad u'd posted.
dont blame your bestfriend for this.
i wanna write it,
its my blog mind u.
i dont care if u read it ornot,
i'm jus telling my readers how i feel.

"after dismiss went to JP with jie for lyk oni 5 mins then saw QZ jie with her clique..then she was lyk bua song...diao me...=.= go out with jie aso cannot..."

mind you, this's wad u'd posted.
u can only c th only facial expression on me : bua song.
is it so surprising dat u caught me seeing u & shot u a 'bua song' glance?
oh, so surprising yea?
ya i'm surprised.
i had my friends,
my clique,
& your bestfriend is my friend whom i can confide in.
so wad do u want?
having her so i cant have anymore friends?
or want me to only go with u & her?
irks.
dont ever make me vomit this bad again.
mind u,
beg u.

& your last sentence.
I DINT SAY U CANT GO OUT WITH WHOEVER U LIKE RIGHT?!
OH MAN, PLS LA.
anw good thing u gotta commonsense dat my 'bua song' face was caused due to u =D)
worth praising.
seriously i wont have anything to do with u.
i dont need friend like u.
i also wont have u as any sorta enemy.

as i said,
i befriend ppl.
whn i got a great liking in them,
can confide in them,
& trusts them.
jus as your bestfriend & my clique.
i trust & LOVE them.

look at your character, personality.
one word to describe all : so fake.

&, dont interfere.
u have NO rights to interfere into anything.
understand yea?
hope it gets through tt head of yours.

lol, words to describe u is too much,
i wont have it all typed out.
i dont wan ppl have a bad impression on u either,
do u?

last reminder.
DO NOT
ever complain to your bestfriend about anything about me.
not happy, can find me.
dont wei nan her.
stop acting like a princess from nowhere.
hello, GET REAL.
she's not gonna pamper u like wad hell shit princess.
i hate lying to myself,
so i hope dat u too.
i wish i hope to repeat this post a million times to th power of infinity.
this is how u **** man.
u noe, i'm alr forcing myself not to dislike u.

2008-03-04T05:53:00.000-08:00

whahaha XD
today so happy + sad, alot mixed feelings @.@
got bac A-maths class test, & de old old de revision test =D
den one of my test miss tay help me write my name,
cos i forgot to write =X
den i c le so happy XD
lol, dats so insane ._.
c my poor results till happy le ba.
too upset le T~T

jus went for tuition, which is an hr ago ._.
teacher so nice, lend me de 10 yr series book XD
but lazy read also zzz so tired sobs..
aiya ltr i go slp liao,
actually alot things to blog,
but now duno wad to say -.-
nites~

2008-03-03T05:53:00.000-08:00

aiyoooooooo T_T
today de maths test hor.. T~T T~T
i even raise my hand to ask miss tay de question, lol.
i dun understand cans zzz
den mayb i asked too directly,
she seemed like almost telling me de ans LOL!
den actually can ask more de,
but i c her face like veri nan wei qing,
so i dun wan nan wei her,
den i jus reply aiyo aiyo nehmind la~
lol ._.
so mian qiang T_T

jus bac from tuition,
den tuition teacher say i very dan chun -.-
i was like LOL?!
dan chun your head la!!
2 chinese teachers,
both different comments.
one said i look like wad anyhow "hun" de girls,
like those ah lian ah hua, dunno wadever sai is dat ._.
pls lor, i dun even understand wad ah hua ah lian ah sai la.
n dat reminds me,
she called brian as "pang de".
omgggggggg i hear le also wan flare up lor.
its like, can she jus show some respect?
how'd she feel if ppl call her as "lao de"?
its nt anyone's fault cos of their bad points right?
n i'm sure u, lcl, cant help getting old huh?!
do as much facial as u like,
wun help much la tsktsk ..
waste money leh~ save de earth T~T

bac to topic,
i was chatting wif tuition teacher bout lcl as usual? ._.
thn i said she called me ah lian, ah hua n duno ah wad de.
my teacher reaction was " huh? u ah lian meh? wad face u show teacher?"
LOL! she tio shocked or wad ._.
i always giv her my usual expression,
a disgusted face.
den my group members suggested de grp name shud change,
to "xiao li chang dao, 笑里藏刀"
LOL! totally agree~
sara, cliff, mei ling, joesphine & i,
keep smile at her.
"smile"
"s-m-i-l-e"
u noe? yea, lidat =]
c de mmouth, so mian qiang~
mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de!!
T~T

tml got haf club ._.
speakin of haf,
reminds me of wad ml said.
she said, taf wad actually fat.
cos taf is trim and fit,
but actually is fit and trim.
so is called fat club.
but in order nt to hurt our feelings,
change to taf ._.
thn from taf change to haf LOL!
aiyoyo, dun wan hurt us easy way out la,
dun create such pang pang ju le bu~

hais nobody run wif me tml T~T
my mei nu taken le D=
tml morning report,
i try tell de person i'll b running after sch ba.
lol..

feel so sleeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyy
but cannot slp, haben edit ppt.
ml is so pro, she can read th whole chunk of i-dunno-wad-words
RIGHT OUTTA TH SCREEN!!
omg..
i din print out de copy, so she read right out of de screen during lcl's ppt.
so pro mannnnnnn!!
pei fu pei fu.
but lcl keep diao nan us >=(
say wad, olden places de video clip nv add de places zzz
but pls la, ady say "old" liao right?
old means history,
history means the dead past.
lcl is one of the living past now available in sg lor.
somemore stand beside her,
make me so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
my hair keep stand whenever she touched my hand ._.
so qiao, whenever i wan click de slide her hand come zzz
gu yi de or wad?!
i also not shuai ge -.-

whole post saying bout lcl la, lol.
even my com screen now got her face O_O

log : "a piece of wood drifting on the river"

2008-03-02T04:18:00.000-08:00

omgaawddddddddddddddddddddddd zzzzzzz
noe wad? i did sth unbelievable - cutting my sis's hair to spike =X
i dont mean to anyhow cut one u noe?
i wanna cut sth on her table... her head swish towards the scissors..
to prevent scissors from poking into her skull, i close de scissors n...
cut a patch of her hair off ._.
den she kept crying =.=
as though she din c hair before, lol.
in fact i cant even believe i cut her hair -.-

sis took all of my things,
toys, stationaries, & even my bag.
jus cos of her itchy hand she took all those to?
cut.
zzzzzzz..
she stressed also can cut her own self ma,
like cutting wrist or body.
dun need cut ppl's thing hor?
i upset hand itchy den cut her hair lor -.-
hais. worry mom wil c it somehow, sometime, whenever.
aiya wadever la ._.
i'm always at th fault,
cos i'm older.
i'm her sis.
i shld always let her hav her way.
i shouldnt fight bac.
cant say this cant do dat
omggggggggggggg

if i ever get to choose,
i'd rather b de second child,
all parents spoil their second child after torturing the first one.

i'm in de middle of my A maths revision,
which is only th second basic question,
whn dat 6-yr-younger sis came & talk so much.
tell her shutup dun listen,
den i shouted stfu she stil keep babbling of i-dunno-wad-stuff.

den resulted of me having to keep worry till no mood revise -.-
worse stil, i left my A-math file in sch zzz..

de way my sis tortured my toys was like O_O
for my big, mid & small piggies,
she cut their ear,
pull their tails till its nt curl ._.
dats like totally BIANTAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!
its worse than me touching numerous women,
even if dats for fun -.-
at least i dun cut their body or pul their hands or legs right?
lol ok, totally different scenerio.

T_T my poor pigggggggggggggggggg
my beloved pigggggggggggggggg T~T
heartbreak~ T_T

off to c ace learning,
hopefully can recall somethings of de log.
a piece of wood drifting down the river
must score well for A maths la T_T i cant fail my overall~
sobs..
jiayou~

2008-02-28T03:06:00.000-08:00

diaooooooozzzz
din noe my dead blog could cause so much trouble ._.
paiseh zyl -.-
zyl sounds nicer~ zhou yun ling! XD

goin find inspiration for me to do compo,
den dat zyl go make me no mood write compo le leh -.-
so i blog, mayb blog liao den wil get some inspiraitons to write =D
LOL fat hope~

this morning heard somethings which shld'nt b heard,
& it ruin my mood for de day.
i couldnt bear hearing things bout my friends,
but it sounds so true dat i believed it zzz
u once said to me to tell me dat i shld learn how to "make use" of ppl in order to survive in your described 'society'
& i tot it was jus a joke.
i treat my friends truly,
& cos of dat i hate fake friends or anyone who make use of de term "friendship" in order to make use or benefit from someone.
n i dun anyhow befriend anyone.
grrrrrrrrrrrr..zzzzzzzz
blood boil le la T~T
k neh mind chill~
ltr i go find sth bout limboseng?
duno de others got do anot..
lol, limb-o'seng XD

wont write anything private in here le,
too exposed to danger -.-

kay, i go do eng compo le..
draft 1 & 2 altogether at 1 go!!~
[s/] jia [s] you~

2008-02-27T03:55:00.000-08:00

T_T i still in dat taf thingy =.=
be it health & fitness or trim n fit its de same right? zzz
den de teacher said its called health and fitness & nt TAF ._.
den call it HAF.. its like.. zzzz speachless la.
HAF & TAF ITS LIKE DE SAME RIGHT?~
even its pronounciation zzzz duno how spell la.
pro-noun-ci-a-tion?

wahahaah today so happy XD
get to c miss tay 3 times a day~ LOL
duno y so happy -.-
mayb cos lcl din come, den i dun need present XD
teacher affects my mood alot.
lcl = sit up with fear
ms ng = mooooooooooonoooooooooooootonous -.- though i appreciate de notes, if nt i cant even understand anything ._.
mdm fadilah = talk bout lanterns till i slept -.-
miss tay = AWAKE!! XD duno y, isit cos i love maths or de teacher pretty & shen cai hao? @.@
others = i dunno le, but mostly awake cos thr's someone *ahem* behind keep imitating voices,
making lessons fun lol~

thn during cca suddenly nt happy zzzzz
-deleted-
zzzzzz anw after cca also zzzzzzz la,
i forgot to tell yl earlier i'm suppose to meet mabel, yiwei & fred ltr on at interchange ._.
den when i tell her she angry liao ~_O"
den i also xing qing bu hao,
cant believe i scolded bac "eh u're so unreasonable"
T_T i dun mean it la,
sorry.

hais. duno i should complete my eng compo anot,
i'm sooooooooooo tired =(
i play few more games den decide ba -.-
zaijian~

2008-02-24T05:42:00.000-08:00

hais. felt so lost again T~T
duno wad to do, wad to say~
do lianbilianzi? wil keep thinkin of wad to scold dat lcl during my presentation ltr on,
which i haben do yet la =(
she'll say wad colours nt match, too dark for de previous presentation.
if it was to b an individual work i'd make de background white n words bright yellow,
since its too dark for her =.=
or both white la~ XD
this time de presentation is damm fkin long canszzz
10+ questions & li jie fen xi, plus words & 50 nian dai n now de places of shanghai~
oh please la madam,
50 nian dai everything is just PLAIN LAND LOR~
compare simi?
all i can compare is dat de camera has improved,
picture quality now is clearer @.@

hais nvm bout dat T_T spend so much time on her for wad la~
can spend it more meaningfully..
i rather repeat de ace-learning e.g or logarithms or others.
& u can c, wth is log?
1st impression is ' a piece of wood drifting on de river~ '
k, no sense right?
question marks all over my head
? ???????? log
?? log ( o _ 0 ) ?? log
log ?? 123456log7890 ?? log

nehmind, anw i only read 1 example ma~ LOL!
hahas, i'l carry on reading afterwards =D
think of miss tay~ whahahh~
lol, bian tai ._.
wonder how she'l react whn she c this..
run away ? ._."

OMGGGGGGGGGGG chinese de wad thing,
de piece of bloody paper,
write on wad olympics..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
*bangbang*
& mama papa, i duno how read la~
chinese presentation nehber finish yet leh..
my life's full of lcl faces -.-
lcl, u nv fail to appear in everyday of my live.
lol, dat's supposingly a sweet phrase ,
" *name* , u are never once outta my mind"
LOL!! if i'm a guy,
my group's presentation wil score well le =(
n i can jio gals liao T~T
lmao, jk!!
k la i go study le..
my 'loveliest' chinese teacher's work of a report on olympics

bye;
QiuZhenn♦♣♠♥

2008-02-22T04:56:00.000-08:00

so bored =(
ytd i wan blog alotalot things de, but den forget or wad den slp le zzz
some things i'll auto do whn i c sth.
basin = take toothbrush
toilet bowl = take off pants ._.
switch = on / off ( even for nth )
chair = sit down even if i'm busy
kitchen = make tea ( i hate dat as i lost count of de no. cups of tea i'd drunk =.= )
k, endless list la..
anw i rmb wad i wanna blog ytd~
my pathetic results T_T
i had no idea wth happened to my results T~T
28/30, den 27/40
can anyone explain??
de class test result was considered quite unexpected, i expected 25.
but my CA.. i expected not lesser than 30 la..
n yet ppl can get 40/40
m i asking too much of myself?
but mathematics is my only strong sub, to pull my grades, ranking.

doing well for chinese wil b a miracle?
wif a teacher who din taught since 1st lesson -.-
but my CA for chinese was 34/50 =D
my usual standard? think so.
should say hope so -_-
for english i think i'd tried at least 1%
at least~ i read... gnid blyton story books XD
those were my favs at pri sch LOL!
eng i scored 14 actually, but got mistake T_T
so end up 13/25 -.-
nehmind la, this time lucky pass..
unlucky is 10~12 de grade
lucky is 13+ grade ( pass )

hais i stil cant forget de expression on my face n ms tay's..
in fact i din look into her la zz
head down n took de paper, i ady expect below 25 or lesser..
whn i c de way my marks were deducted,
felt like crying la..
formula, signs wrong.
cross multiplication, nv chg signs.
equation, i cant even rmb to apply cross multiplication into it.
n signs wrong = whole question wrong = 0 marks.
& i got it wrong at part c, so part d also wrong.
lost 5 marks like dat T~T
n i forgot my _____ multiplication.
zzzz i cant even rmb it now.
i hate it whn class tests was returned before exams.
i'll either b too discouraged or encouraged.
discouraged till no confidence in de method i apply, etc.
encouraged till i din even bother to look back to check.
i guess dat was wad happened at my CA.
i jus couldnt get my mood right for my mathematics den.
anw i'm stress-less from tuition teacher.
usually my private tuition teacher ( sec 1 & 2 ),
pin so much hopeless hope onto me =.=

now i'm tryin to do well for de sake of miss tay,
nt dat i'm so bu yao lian to say she expects high grades frm me,
but i'm tryin to show gratitude to her ma.
she teach so well, anyone can understand her method.
except for nt paying attention ._.
i do hope she scold me whn i talk,
so dat i'll pay attention =)
she's a niceeeeeeeeeeee teacher :D
i'll try harder nex time,
hopefully thr's NO class test before SA.
i'll try doing my revision, but for de results,
i cant promise anything. it all depends on luck i suppose.

physics...zzzz..
i got a "nice" no.,
lucky seven~
7/25~
nice righttttttttt? ='D)
happy till i cry till got double chin leh.
for science i should take up combine, but its too..zzz
which means i need chg class n lol,
go bac to de _____ i'm tryin to escape from ._.

chemistry hopefully can get 12.5/25 =.=
but i DONT understand,
n cant b bothered ._.
my face was awake, mind sleeping during lessons zz
partly her tone, but she looks so SIANNNNNNNNNNN
zzzz.. apologies, but zzzz
anw i also look as sian as her ma =D)

hmm stil got wad to type..
my keyboard de keys NO LETTERS!!
LOL!
hols play ms too much le ba..

blogging halfway sue yi called,
den chatchat till 1hr +?
forget wad to blog le ._.

pride comes before a fall.

2008-02-18T05:52:00.000-08:00

okkkkkk~ my com is FINALLY fixed =D
1st thing i wanna do, change blogskin ._.
whn my classmates told me "eh i got read your blog" or sth,
i'm thinking bout my blogskin,
wil they think i'm so despo about a guy till put it up as blogskin?
OMGOSHHHHHHHHHHHH -.-
but thn.. i duno how change leh ._.
this skin yl hlp me put de,
dats y so ugly XD

anw listen to de song, its niceee =D
soo romantic~
i love romance XDXD
to readers: 摸nǚ 人，会有好运 =D
n dun worry if i "bian tai" to any of de classmates,
i re assure u i'm jk ~
jk = just KIDDING~~
if i serious den.. everyone die liao XD
especially chio bu whahaha XD

tml got physics+chem+chinese CA papers =.=
physics bring calculator can le,
chem, mo nu ren get some luck to pass shud b safe liao,
chinese arh..
if lcl is de marker i nth to say lor,
if is other teacher marking it means: believe in miracle~
thr can b miracle~
when u believe~
though hope is frail~
it stil can ______ forget liao ._.|||

now go bloghop, den go play,den go study~
btw i'm blogging de main reason is to say,
MY TAG BOARD IS BACK!!

2008-01-30T02:17:00.000-08:00

i realised i only blog bout one thing, lcl. lol!
she suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to de coreeeeeee
hw can a teacher scold students of de things she ASSUMED?!
she assume this & dat, n oh, our fault le.
need punishment manymany kinds of it.
call parents, detention, beta, & lian bi lian zi.
lian her head la, i was wondering :
if she had had a bad childhood of her teacher treating her in this manner too.
then she kena depressed n affected n wanted her students to do dat too?
no matter how much effort we did in our work,
she find de bad points.
e.g. powerpoint.
she'll find qian wan ge li you to find out mistakes.
if no mistakes den bad mood & anyhow scold ppl?
bring them to your idealistic class of CLB?

ml did nth wrong, n lcl was scolding her like " nt yr fault y u cry?~"
i managed my impulsivity =)
if nt i'd had shot up n shouted at her.

she cry cos she's innocent & yet blamed by u.
cause she's afraid u'd wanna call her parents.
cause she's a gd student n dun wish to hav any bad records.
cause she dun wanna giv her fren away nor tell lies.
such simple n obvious ans written all over her face.
lcl, cant u cccccccccccccccccccccccccc?!
lao hua yan?
xx was calling for me
we blockin his view to take a s2p pic of lcl's face -.-
thn ml outta curiousity turn ard nia,
her old haggered face cant c me?
my head nt big enuf ma?
i hate ppl hu din get facts right n anyhow assume things, causing an innocent party to get hurt of your words.

u dont deserve our respect. dont blame us for nt respecting u.
& to think i'm doin lcl's powerpoint!! zzz!!
k, relax~
breadth in~ out~

after dinner i do science first >=(
lcl's last =D
A math test is toughhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
I FAIL MY TEST T_T
& its mathematics.
let it b a miracle dat i'll pass.
even if i only completed 3 questions..zzz

2008-01-18T00:54:00.000-08:00

hais. i actually wanted to focus & put in effort & concentrate on studies..
but cant teachers like lcl give some encouraging comments?
last yr i hab clique to rely on, now i feel de burden whn everything suddenly seems to under my control.
i can control de grades my group member gonna get ( counted in CA)
i can control wad i wan my grp members to do.
all i wanted was a passing grade.
as easy as dat.
for a passing grade i spent nights & days thinking of how to present,
wad to do, how to do.
end up failing 0.5 marks -.-
totally disappointed wif myself.
i cant even do a simple presentation to pass my grp members.
frankly speaking, some of them din help much..
but i cant say anything, i mean,
wad can i say?

it was around 4pm ady whn my group went up last to present.
my grp was actually de first,
but we did too badly so i decided to re-do it.
i knew ppl wil expect more since it was a re-done proposal.
dats also de reason y i'm willing to do those stuff no1 wanna do.
as it was ady near 4, many classmates were groaning whn my grp went up to present.
groan stil nvm la, boo somemore.
den i stil ok wif it,
i bear wif it.

lcl said she only allow us 5 minutes.
then my grp members started wif de presentation.
no1 seems to pay any attention ..
its stil ok till when it come to my part.
mine was de last part n at dat time, 5 mins had passed.
then i heard my friend shouted " 5mins over liao!"
wth is dat? i can ignore it if i were someone else.
but it was my friend.

every slide i did, teacher hab sth to comment on.
wrong words, no such words etc.
n last of all, she said sth which make me hab 0% heart to go on putting in so much effort in sch work.

"唯一能够夸奖的是，他们花一点时间去做"
ya ya, yi dian shi jian.
wo zuo dao yi dian.
she added in de word "wei yi" which means "only",
& de word "yi dian shi jian".
lcl mean i spend little time on it?
no effort?
no others?
no more?
nt even a passing grade laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

if it were last yr i had worked so hard,
things may nt end up like this.
i lack experience =(
after all, i managed to pull up de original 9/25 to 12/25.

there's a difference.
de first attempt i spent 30mins,
2nd attempt i spent 3hrs++.

& more effort..

nvm la, other project i'l nt b doing.
too much stress.
but other than me, can any of de grp members help?
i can rly break down if every chapt i hab to do this,
receive de same comment & grade,
n doin it by myself ( wif info by grp members )
cant blame them,
reasons being :
`they're my frens
`i hab no right
`i was once worse than dat .

n they cant type chinese words,
no powerpoint,
dunno hw do,
dun wanna do,
lazy to do,
cant b bothered,
thinking other members can do it.

i can list a whole lot cos as i said,
i was 1 of de slackers in grp work since sec 1 =D
if my clique was wif me now,
they can choke le ._.
no.1 slacker attempting to do grp work.
woo~
at least,
i pulled up de marks by 3. =)

2008-01-12T00:29:00.000-08:00

mayb wun update for long time, since so stressed up zzz
i'll on com to un-stress myself ( unstress? gt such word ma?) ._.
i changed song, to eng song le XD

2007-12-22T03:11:00.000-08:00

zzzzzzzz i wan scold pplllllllllllllllzzzzzzz
dun need red this whole chunk, read le wil laff zzz
jus nw i type halfway gt cockroach *faint*
anyway, i jus bac frm ah ma hse ._.
they were nagging as usual, but this time they reach de limit la!
first they say, my niece rebond+ colour her hair.
it was like zzz none of my business till ah ma said,
"she say u aso rebond till 100++ ar?"
omfg pls la, its 100 ._. n i DUN colour my hair.
spray paint la diaoooozz
thn from thr they move on till, "dun compare".
k la, i also hate comparing wad -.-
thn ah ma said 1 sentence which makes me feel,
' she scolding herself? '
this is wad she said.
ah ma : eh, dun compare wif others.
me : orh -.-
ah ma : u mus c ppl frm de older generation, hw much hardship they've endured n cherish wad u hab now.
me : huh? i tot no comparing?
ah ma : this is nt comparing, i'm jus telling u.
me : wapiang, if de caveman generation de ppl stil alive, they'd hab wanna tell u dat too.
ah ma : *speechless*

uncle : eh, u shud let qz go office n work now, sec le, can work liao.
mummy : yalor..
me : wth? I ADY WORK THR LE
mummy : accounting nia lor.
uncle : gib her allowance whn she work la, let her feel hw hard it is to earn $$
me : allowance? i din knew i had it till thr's sch. & de "allowance" is de few dollars i'm allowed MONTHLY?
mummy : aiya, gd enuf le, based on hw u work hor, its nth compared to other worker.
me : walau. u ask me study, now wan me work. hols ending leh.
mummy : den y u compare? u said your frens gt 400$++ stuffs...
me : since whn did i said '$400+' ? i said, they hab things which r'nt as old as mine.
mummy, ah ma, uncle : dun compare.
me : OMFG u're ppl frm de OLDEN generation. accept new generation la. or nt happy dat u're old le? dun wan admit old ar? wan grandchildren as old as u? u c de younger cousin bro, pants wear till high high for wad? scared drop ar? btr stil we behave like de cavemens right? feed on raw food? or u wanna tell me u gt such gd living coditions compared to me cos u're old? i young ma, old liao den enjoy. fine la, wad if i died whn young n dun even had de chance of getting old? wah, de biggest tv at home is half of it as yours. cos de big tv papa dun wan repair mah. cos, mus appreciate. of cos i do, dats y i came here for your tv n air-con. speaking of air con, i rmb de last time it worked in my room was whn i'm pri 4 right? n after u said "dun compare", no more air cons.

de thing is dat i din even compare la ._."
n they started comparing zzz
its like, comparing wif EACH other can? zzz
hais. damm pissed T~T
phone also no batt cant find meii scream zzz
anyway she'll scold me for nt scolding bac more harshly -.-
i can scold more de, but scared scold halfway cry sia ._.
tml mayb wan go cut short hair, but duno whr to cut lol.
n mom take de chance bring me pray lmaos..
k la tml c hw, if cut till no face c ppl den zzzzzz shave botak! XD

2007-12-21T06:57:00.000-08:00

zzzz so long din update le~
today mei suppose to come over,
become i go over,
mummy angry + clash wif zk zzzzzzzzz
den i try ask mummy can go anot,
if can den off com XD but cant zzz

den meimei angry lor~ -.-
n i jus kena blocked by her at msn zzzzzz
den she tag me to post sth~ i post le~

today de zk kns zzz
spam alot pot den end up..
2 priest survived ._."
me n anothr priest doin a s2p thing..
HEALING EACH OTHER zzzzzzzz
den i tio mega sorta scolding -.-
"h0bit, its obvious de zk wun come down"
diaooooooooo i aso nt org y put MY NAME?! grrr
den so angry anyhow run n spam zzz

after dat i ok le, den den den..
i heard dat jl gt couple ring wif 1 of his mei zzz
den after dat he explain say is his mei gib nia,
wan him accep but remain as siblings zzz
explain for wad -.-
none of my business eh @.@
den alot buddies at msn keep scold him zzz
i on maple, ppl ask, i say "break le lor"
they scold him zzzz
den he jus explained, i doesnt make me feel any btr anyway ._."
anyway let bygones b bygones~
jus flirt nia, y all so serious de zzz
all serious make me serious too ._.

lalala~ i go c yl's blog XD
alot mei nu pics XD
lemme man man xin shang @.@ *drool*
whahahah XD i siao le =D
conclusion : lesbians r de best *puke*
LOL~ dats wad i say whn i siao -.-
dun take it to heart~ gay rox too~
lets hope i haben pp whn i post zzz

I Don't Give a Damn by Avril Lavigne

2007-12-12T20:02:00.001-08:00

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
Everytime you leave
You slam the door

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on
The floor

Cause I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth
You thought the way you taste
Would get me high

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag
Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to
Say goodbye

Cause I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging so why'd you kiss me on the mouth?

Don't you know that I...

I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that.

lol dat song is abit funny zzz
its also like de song "qi shi ni mei na me ai ta",
a brainwashing song.
this 1 brainwash dat "i dont giv a damn"
but i feels she does zzzzz

so bored, always pp at 11++ de T~T

i go browse more songs le~ XD
i wan put songs on blog but duno hw zzz ltr mei come i ask her f3

2007-12-08T19:05:00.000-08:00

zzzz i ytd wan update blog den pp le ._.
so late den reach home,
we go dat duno wad bigbig garden as mom said zzz
thr gt many plants, but i no interest lor =.=
de plants so perfect i almost tot is fake...
den jus now while arranging de plants,
dad say "wah, y buy fake plant?"
den mom said dat time dad aso buy dat same plant for her last time,
she duno is rl or fake so nv water it thn die LOL!!
my parents r stupids whahahah XD
dats y i aso s2p ma f3f3

now they wan bring ah ma go thr,
i think she'll come bac wif many plants le zzzz

i brought a cacti,
cos i duno hw take care plants ma,
heard dat cacti long life wor @.@
so hopefully wun die as fast ._.
but dat cacti no spikes de,
but dat i found it under de signboard "cacti" ma..
i dun like spike de cacti,
imagine u midnight find your phone den anyhow grab,
grab dao dat cacti hw? =.=
but thn if i rly grab dao dat cacti aso cacti kena squashed le la..

so bored-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed
continue rotting XD
duno whr my hols homework le,
fly liao or kena thrown or ah ma go recycle le?

Notice Me by Zetta Bytes

2007-12-07T04:09:00.001-08:00

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, a secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way, i won't let you go.

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see
I'll get you notice me.
I'll get you notice me.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your coming down,
I don't wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just ain't true,
I'm the girl you'll never see,
I'm the one you'll really needed,
Ohh..
Don't you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me..

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see
I'll get you notice me.
I'll get you notice me.

I'm not like the rest,
I just don't care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me ,
You just be who you wanna be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh..
Don't get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?

If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Want you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..

zzzzzzz this is de 3RD TIME I POST THIS.
s2p com keep auto shut down zzzz
i nt lazy lor, i keep re-post =.=

i dun wan type so long le,
thn i press de button 'create post' mayb auto shut down again ._.
jus posting dat song cos I FOUND IT~
woo~ same as my blog title LOL
but i nt despo for ppl to notice me la zzz
k la, dun wan type so long liao ltr auto off i go siao le.
if no shut down den c if i wanna post f3f3

没那么爱她

2007-12-06T08:19:00.001-08:00

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

2007-12-06T07:53:00.000-08:00

things getting worse n worse le,
dad de high blood rly scary..
he abitabit nia den fire up le,
easily pissed off, abit sound nia like tv on abit louder he shout le ._.
jus now he smack sis,
now he shouted at me.
cant this family b alittle peaceful?
i ♥ peace.
i dun wan to always fight or quarrel or upset-ness.
whn can all this end?
high blood pressure causing him to scream & shout =.=
making me upset
making ppl worried.
i jus tio pullplug jus now,
but now they go out work..

actually i can go de,
but i go change clothes nia den dad shout le...zzzz
thn he scream like dunno wad i cant understand,
so i ignore n went outta de door tgt.
thn dad angry keep bang at lift ._.
de scene is scary,
den i cant stand it i ran bac to my room,
den s2p sniffing illness bac? =.=
keep sniff like crazy again zzz

i on de modem bac to update blog ._.
only upset thn think of blogging nia,
life is rly dull =.=
i duno hu to consult to,
alot of my friends online,
jus duno hu to talk to.
wad if they're busy? ._.
thn i finally succeeded in getting some $ frm mom =.=
use those pity pity de eye stare at here for so long,
get $2o nia zzz
btr thhn nnth =D

i go sleep le la,
eye getting smaller each day ._.
ltr rly become lidar (._.)
nite ssweet dreams~

tml goin panda-hunting le zzzzzz
hope can find a cute 1 ._.
gimme face la~ dun lemme diu lian lemme tio find a cute panda f3f3

2007-12-04T06:55:00.000-08:00

dunno wad to do, wad to think -.-
gaming used to b my source of entertainment,
but now i felt stress whnever i on =.=
like in morning, things zh told me make me feel zzzzzzzz

den nvm, night whn parents came home.
thn i let sis play com awhile, i go in parent's room watch tv,
den guess wad i saw ._.
she asked me for my opinion n end up getting dat for her own.
she wan me choose har? whn its nt even for me.
wan me choose for wad? no eye to choose ar =.=
i like aso u're de one using it,
wad's de point?
let me c le make my life miserable?

stil say wad need save $$ cant anyhow spend,
my phone din chg for hw many yrs le?!
pls la, u wan save money stil go buy phone? ._.
dats de way to save money icic..
for dat sentence u said to me "dun anyhow spend money la, hard earn."
since whn did i asked for things?
u all din set any examples of "saving money".

in fact, wadever shyt sis wan, u all okok can buy la.
i din ask doesnt mean i din ask for anything.
no care no attention no nth,
fine la i ok de.
de things u all can give r nt de things i wan,
n de things i wan u all cant gib.
cant giv or dun wan giv anything la,
hec care .

thn wad 11pm need slp?
pls la, hols leh.
sch re-open i can study,
slp at 9pm if u all wan.
dun need pp so early right?!

your money, spend it on yourself.
pamper yourself la, so old ady.
die liao cant pamper le ma.
i stil young, old le can pamper myself right?
dats wad u all think la.
always left disappointed,
u all dun feel a thing,
i'm smiling on de outside.
n u all cant even tell if its a fake smile anot.
keep comeout of dat door scold me like cuckoo clock lidat =.=
scold la, u all disappointed wif me cos u disappoint me first.
my fault la nvm, i din study hard enuf.
throw your face ma,
so btr stil treat sis btr hor?
at least she stil hab hope,
so very unlike me =D

hais ._."
siennnzzzzz
meii dun angry le la >.<
my tagboard for kisiao to come n tag so i can scold bac,
dun spoil my image F3
k la, mayb sleeping soon,
since dat cuckoo came outta dat clock again~
nites sweet dreams tqz =D

2007-11-30T18:28:00.000-08:00

de words this size cancan? normal le..
v sad leh everyday face com nia zz
de tv frm ah gong's hse carried to hse is SPOILED =.=
dat s2p tv which hai wo bei ma T~T
den my sis aso zzzzz go anyhow press,
den end up de tv appear all in a line ._.
nice lor now my hse de only unspoiled tv is,
de minimini tv at master bed room zzzzzzz

everyday online only can play nia zzz
den everyday on maple?
but whn i play i feel guiltyyyyyy sob
espicially whn mom & dad came bac frm work
den c me in front of com ._.
their face like wan die cant die zzzz

go bac maple~ i wan arch mage!!! f5f5

lalala~ he dun care le T~T
he din even bother to talk =.=
den always need me start first ._.
sweet things usually he start first de,
now nv le nan dao wan me meh? ._.
imagine i suddenly tell him "woaini" zzz
i try b4 le but rly zzz zhadao =.=
den jus let things b lor,
best to b lesbian right told u told u~ =p
b lesbian = no need care for guys XD
i din noe guys used to scold vulgar whn angry lorzzzxzxz
thn jol tell me de =.=
some things jol told me which she said is he say de..
like "he dun wan tell u straight cos he dun wan hurt u"
den after dat chg le,
become "he scared whn he tell u den wil spill out some vulgarities"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so overall = dun wan tell me straight cos he's afraid of saying some vulgarities which wil hurt me isit?
i ady tried le,
pei him pq,
but he bz clicking i dare nt chao him -.-
i go b lesbian ba~ wahahah
gt alot meii nu let me choose f3

2007-11-28T07:45:00.000-08:00

lol finall chg skin le =D thx yl for helping..
though its emo+ sad + abit zi bei de feeling zzzz
ghost wil nnotice me XD

♥ dat background + colours
xiexie meii.

unblock me la T_T
nites sweet dreams~

枫

2007-11-27T22:20:00.001-08:00

乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
星星透明就像美丽的风景
走在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边

被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
再想要剪开一夜风雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
就唤不回熟悉的那张脸

缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面

2007-11-25T20:49:00.000-08:00

lol, dunno shud i b happy or sad ._.
mr sia jus called me, saying dat as thr're lotsa appeals, i'll b moving to 3e3 nex yr ._.
happy dat i can b wif majority of my classmates,
sad dat i cannot b wif ds n jessie n other few who're allocated to 3e4 le..
so overall = no feeling lor ._.

mrsia said 3e3 was for pure norm chinese,
3e4 was halfhalf higher chinese?
so complicated zzz
sueyi & sinpei at 3e1,
sharon at 3e2,
me at 3e3,
danshan at 3e4..
zzzz all split le T_T

thn x nex yr hw lor, i'll antisocial le ba =.=
none of de clique at 3e3 T~T
den i aso forget hu is 3e3 le zzzzz
ltr i go check~

2007-11-23T21:50:00.000-08:00

wahhh~ bac frm chalet le T_T
gastric+ headache+ mood swings zzzzzz
durin chalet i try nt to show my mood la,
cos mood anyhow swing ._.
den once or twice i shouted to sueyi whahaha XD
but shout liao de cool down den ok le.

we played de arcade gt jackpot ._.
partly cos sharon playin den 1 aunty c den help us
she throw in ard $8 or 10 @.@
den help us win dat jackpot lol..

at nite after bbq i felt whole body aching ._.
but i tried nt to show it till dat gastric came T~T
dat gastric or cramp i duno, but its v xin ku,
nth u can do to stop it de T_T
den i tried to slp, but hw to slp qua, so xin ku..
so clique went to buy noodles,
forced myself to eat, i thought eat le wil btr sia.
supper = eat for gastric, nt mouth itchy LOL
but after dat like no difference, seems like worse seh ._.
cannot tahan den keep groaning like dying pig zzzz
v pai seh, but cannot tahan de T_T
sharon n sy tried goin ard find medicine but so late le,
so dangerous @.@
but dun hab la, morning den go cheers thr buy panadol..
can use for nex time =D

meii 26th wil bac le~ whahah =D
today sharon fly le,
danshan nex mon den bac,
mus takkaire!!~~~~~

1 fly another come bac zzzz
i miss my meimei T_T
nobody to torture me, v tong ku T~T
whn she bac on mon i'll b da first to bully her whahaha~

2007-11-16T18:19:00.000-08:00

i dun wan work~
office de com c long de wil headache+ become cok eye T_T
go office thn c dad wil shiver de =.=
whn dad come in n gib me things to do last wk,
i even heard "eh, u calculate these amt correctly, cannot hab mistakes"
i head it as "eh, u btr hold this tv properly, cannot drop it"
OMG!! my brain sot liao ._.
stil rmb tt accudent T_T

anyway last wed i went bac sch,
even noe results liao stil go bac ._.
c classmates, but din talk much la.
haissss regret y din work hard,
or mayb cos i rly dun hab de brains la -.-
but i knew i din even try,
since i failed my history which i studied for a day n yet fail =.=
den dun bother liao,
predicted all same ending = fail

but tt was like so brainless of me la.
history nia, my brain stm i aso noe de,
y say fail history den fail all =.=
duno y i din even bother to try.
i was jus too afraid of failing.
once i failed in doin sth means give up le ._."

meii went 3e5 as she predicted.
lol! so zun..
i jus anything la, no history can le!
den end up in 3e4 =.=lll
3e4 n 3e3 de comb ard de same mah,
jus tt 3e4 i think i'm thr cos cnt cope wif de others ba..
gd aso la, wun so stressed n mayb if i work hard enuf,
wun b de bottom few ._.

i'm nt da type of ppl hu accept failures so easily -_-
cnt accep failures liao hw to learn frm them ._.
so crap la,
"dun give up whn u fail, but learn frm it"
fail liao stil wan learn,
make myself zi bei ._.

i rmb once saying tt to my dad.
"project fail le nvm, learn frm your mistakes n whr u fail at"
then dad was like"project fail le thr wun b any chance for me to even noe de mistakes i made"
den tt totally crashes into my mind,
thr cnt be any failures.
no failures ard.
but i ady 1 of it le ma.
a complete failure~
lalalalala~

but now at least i think i'll b bothered to try on other subs n work hard on it la..
at least i bothered~

nex mon goin buy books liao,
so fast ._. mum kiasu la.
dun wan me play com aso dun need like tt ma.
de most i continue eating de 1kg cucumbers u bought lor =.=
i jus tell her i like to eat cucumbers nia,
( actually my maid n i wan use to get rid of dark rings )
i heard over de phone she sounds so upset,
ltr tell her wan waste cucumbers bu shi gen zao ._."
so i tell her i like to eat -.-
den she immediately sounds happy =.=lll
den say "kk u like ar? i buy alot for u k?"
den hang up de phone liaos.
i over de phone was thing " ohmygoshhhhhh"
n mom came bac wif ard a kg of cucumbers ._."

i go munch cucumbers le~
wil uupdate soon if i bothered =p

2007-11-12T21:30:00.000-08:00

wahahah 1 mor lv 1xx liao wakakaka XD
ytd so zzzz duno y i go lie tt i xchg acc wif fren den wanting was like volcano BROOOM
den quit guild n delete all buddies involved T~T
she hate liars hate dao so scary la =.=
now i feel grateful yl ws nt such person XD

can she jus hear us eeexxxxxxxxxxxxxpppppppllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn?!
hais.. now i go daddy's office work liao =.=
coffee maker hais T~T
accounting press calculator till duno wad time ._.

wanting if she read my post ,
i wan tell u tt this is de first time i so zai yi frens frm cyber n frm kl somemor @.@

i go work liaos~ cyaa all ._.
i post while waiting my tea to cool XD
now cold le, i go drink den gtg le
posting ltr ba.. =D

2007-11-10T05:24:00.000-08:00

wtf lar, stupid tv.
stupid dad.
stupid nails.
i'm soooooooooo stupid la,
cnt controls tears
cnt control sniffing
cnt even tahan pain
pls la my dear daddy, i'm nt as muscular as u.
u wan me b muscle gal har?
send me to sch which train muscle, nt brains.

mom call daddy go carpark take de tv up,
den dad bu shuang den ask me carry aso la,
i ady moody liao, thn whn he wan me carry i ady sense sth gonna go wrong.
damm wrong la
hw stupid i was, de way i carried tt tv was wrongwrongwrong

my fingers r jammed in de tv, n my nails r long la.
carry de tv out of de car ady wan my life le,
mom wan help me, but dad keep say DUN
den too bad la i cnt take it den jus let go.
de tv bam on de floor..
he cnt control temper, nor managed impulsivity =.=
his hand jus smack my hands n leg.
my phone dropped n lay near his leg.
he din pick up, but jus kicked it under de car n ask me pick up.
wtf he think i dog ar?
playing a game of catch wif me?
i picked de phone cos its y i work in your company my dear daddy.
to pay its fcking bills i'd promised.

after tt i jus sniff non stop.
hw idiotic, sniffing w/o tears ._.
den whn reach home i rush to de washroom to bathe,
i kept sniffing w/o tears.
it reminds me of hw he'd beaten me whn i'm young n whn i do things wrong.
he smack, slap or hit.
all which does harm to me.
den suddenly many flashbacks played in my mind.
hw i'd dropped a heavy load at de office whn i'm young.
hw i'd been slapped whn i spent his precious $$ for nth.
hw i've been beaten frm young whnever i did sth wrong.

den suddenly tears broke off whn dad said sry to me..
thn mom came in n said "dad jus dun wan u to b like a 千金大小姐, he wans u to suffer abit"
he dunno hw much i'd suffered?
pls bear tt in mind my dear daddy,
its u hu're rich, not me
since whn did i get xtra allowance?
n your money $$ no1 touch la, dun worry.

dun ever ask your daughter to carry freaking heavy laods la pls.
wan a muscular daughter sry i cnt b.
neither can my sis.
i hab to suffer so much before my sis,
either 1 of us hab to kena scolded n beaten up.
i'd rather b de 1 instead of my sis.
de most lemme die =D
child abuse sia.
so sad la today kena bullied T_T

n meii said put "> . <" (w/o spacing) wil hab sth funny
lemme try~

>.<

anything??

2007-11-06T04:10:00.000-08:00

lol today at house gt sth funny..
it looks like a bed, or i'd rather, a coffin =.=
afternoon i went to dad's office 2 hr sit thr thn go home cos gt de coffin delivery -.-
den go home sit thr wait for them settle finish de coffin by tt time 5pm liao la..
office workers goin home soon de time ._.
mummy said tt 'coffin' was gd for body -.-
wad gt medical herbs de,
body lie on it leg wil shake?
thn medicine herbs come out??
thn i think lie thr de person cnt climb up again la,
medical herbs stinky de..
so its rly a coffin after all ^^

i jus read yl's blog la,
tio scold by her again xP
cos i nv reply her.. reply wad??
sms? i dun hab recieve..
msn? u din reply hw i reply..
mayb she shouting at home for me den i din reply XD
anyway whn yl, u c my post rmb tell me wad i din reply u hor..

i wan try tt coffin thingy~
lie le cnt wake up xD
R.I.P

yl's blog aso gt wad link at her post =.=
i think is her ah gong gib de la,
wad scary thingy de..
i dare nt open T_T
ltr cnt RIP hw? T_T

blogging quite fun if i bother to login -.-
can write craps~

2007-11-01T07:34:00.000-07:00

yawn~ so sleepy zzz mayb sleeping early le, so tired..
gd news my dad n mom come bac nv scold bout phone n bills n $$$$$$$$
somemore buy lollipops~ but those cheapo type =.=
eat liao tongue wil hab colour zzzzzzzz
i go orh orh liao~
hope my msn frens stop sending me virus ._.

nites~

stupid phone =.=

2007-10-30T07:48:00.000-07:00

walau kanasai la, my dad n mom jus come bac frm work den 1st thing say bout my phone bill..nt like they so poor like tt cnt afford pay more sia. wan pay I SELL MY BODY PAY LA. kns. go say wad ask me use hse phone call. ppl call my hp wrong har?! now plan end le, they dun even bother to renew den scold me for exceeding de no. of msg n phone call duration. they wan me maintain my phone bill at $1o?! pls la, $1o use wad sai? i need phone to stay in contact lei. nt close wif parents le now dun even allow me to stay in contact wif frens. wad they mean la.
de phone look so stupid de yet costs so much -.-
i wan tell thm, i din discard tt kb phone cos i wanna stay contact wif my friends,
definitely nt for calling etc.
i onli call ppl whn i'm outside.
whn i hab emergency n need to call whn i'm outside they expect me to run home jus to make a stupid phonecall?!
stil say wad exceed $1o i'll get beaten 1 time.
my phone bill $7o last mth, cane me 7 times?
cane la.
hit la.
wan kill i aso dun wan die at their hands sia.
i'd rather chop myself into pieces.
slit till my whole body look like red n yellow striped pig.
aso wun let them cane.
they hab no right to do tt la.
child abuse sia.
they show concern bout me cos my phone bill has sth gotta do wif their precious $$$$$$$
thi's hw my parents look like.
^($_$)^
plain idiotic simple minded, all they cared was money money money.
nt like de company gonna fall.

i love my old phone so wad.
cant they jus pay its fcking bill ?!
nt like i wanna chg phone to a milion dollars phone sia.

i din request for things cos i hate them to say tt de things i wanted was nt granted.
i wun request things. things i wanted, i'll earn my own.

jus woke up xP

2007-10-30T02:30:00.000-07:00

morning~ jus qi quang xP
sleeping is de onli way to prevent me frm eating ._.
lol morning tt time meii told me thr's a les hu add her in friendster wahahaha XD
den i aso kena scolded =.= i aso nt tt les wor -_-
i wan exercise de but always lazy zzzzzz den ltr mayb wan chiong studies =D
now veri tired le T.T i go pompom liao

ltr yl c le sure scold again =P
i'll post sth again soon ba.. I WAN PLAY O2JAM!!~
any kind soul wanna play wif me?~

2007-10-28T23:07:00.000-07:00

lalala . linqq here ~~~ = hacker here ~~
lalalala ~

revive~

2007-09-21T19:24:00.000-07:00

lailai revive this blog~
revive 10%
20%
30%
40%
50%
60%
70%
80%
90%
100%!!

yay revived le~

nth to say now, wait till hab sth den spit it on here xD

Forgive me

2007-08-27T00:35:00.001-07:00

终于疲倦了我起身关上了灯才发现窗外午夜变成了清晨你的风铃还挂着何时长满了灰尘就像我的手机一声都不吭被睡眠遗忘房子看来更黯然慢步到厨房隔夜咖啡很冰凉还有一小时时光决定走到你家楼下多渴望你这时能回到我的身旁 oh baby 请原谅我一切都是我的错都是我不够成熟是我执著是我软弱 oh baby 请你回头请听我说天长地久能不能再一次握紧你的手一切从头来过

你还记得吗那些回忆的片段两人的脸庞阳光下笑得自然世界因你而变暖没有你而变得空旷多渴望你这时能回到我的身旁 oh baby 请原谅我一切都是我的错都是我不够成熟是我执著是我软弱 oh baby 请你回头请听我说天长地久能不能再一次握紧你的手一切从头来过
知道你很难过我的心在颤抖我一砖一瓦为你亲手大造幸福轮廓 oh baby 请原谅我一切都是我的错都是我不够成熟是我执著是我软弱 oh baby 请你回头请听我说天长地久能不能再一次握紧你的手一切从头来过

when u believe ♥

2007-08-05T04:03:00.001-07:00

Many nights we prayed
With no proof anyone could hear
In our hearts a hope for a song
We barely understood

Now we are not afraid
Although we know there’s much to fear
We were moving mountains
Long before we knew we could, whoa, yes

There can be miracles
When you believe
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Mmm…mmm…mmm…yeah]
Mmm…yeah…

In this time of fear
When prayer so often proves in vain
Hope seems like the summer bird
Too swiftly flown away

Yet now I’m standing here
My heart’s so full, I can’t explain
Seeking faith and speakin’ words
I never thought I’d say

There can be miracles
When you believe (When you believe)
Though hope is frail
It’s hard to kill (Mmm)

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve)
When you believe somehow you will
You will when you believe

[Hey…]
[Ooh…]

They don't always happen when you ask
And it's easy to give in to your fear
But when you're blinded by your pain
Can't see you way safe through the rain
Thought of a still resilient voice
Says love is very near

There can be miracles (Miracles)
When you believe (Boy, when you believe, yeah) [Though hope is frail]
Though hope is frail [It’s hard]
It’s hard to kill (Hard to kill, oh, yeah)

Who knows what miracles
You can achieve (You can achieve, oh…)
When you believe somehow you will (Somehow, somehow, somehow)
Somehow you will (I know, I know, know)
You will when you believe [When you]
(Oh…oh…)
[You will when you]
(You will when you believe)
[Ooh…ooh…ooh…]
[Oh...oh…]
[When you believe]
[When you believe]
ayin
I can't believe

2007-08-03T23:08:00.000-07:00

hais boring day again ,_,
tv show nt nice all indian shaw at 2pm le diaozzz
lalala~ waitin for mei come bac frm tuition XD
b4 tt watch tom n jerry.. mouse chase cat or cat chase mouse @.@
she online le^^
me go kacau her =p
biies~

star♥

2007-08-01T08:26:00.001-07:00

Param gyeori jangel hen tel go
Ne ki man han jaken na eh pan wi ru
Aremdapge byulbijdereun kadegje woju neyo

Saelsu op shima nempyolteru
Chijuinuna rul oru manjina
Ne mamsoke katuptanun
Nun multakashu neyo

Malhi apahajima nalkon anenjae
Dadegyour jumyour jaljara wi ru hae ju ne yo

Kyourdjimothan mankem
Himegyour wo apawado
Nenmeli apelgaryourwado
Gaji mothan ne sarang apedo na uselraeyo

Jamshi ra do kyeote
Haengboghaeton giyog elrel
Gaseme gan jig halkeyo

Du nene su nyohajin jor byuldel chorom
Yong..won..hi

Kumel ku tet da ga o neyo
Yunanhi topakenna ye pyol hana
Nun pu shi ge ban jagi myour or ke waeru ne ryour wo

Ja ku sel pohajima
Son kog jap en che nal man jyour ju myour
Ta sehi nal kamssajuneyo

Kyourdjimothan mankem
Himegyour wo apawado
Nenmeli apelgaryourwado
Gaji mothan ne sarang apedo na uselraeyo

Jamshi ra do kyeote
Haengboghaeton giyog elrel
Gasem soge ganjig halkeyo

Du nene su nyohajin jor byuldel charom
Oooo

Na yo nel man en an ul your yu
Nun muli ga teg cha wa do

Jogi
Jo byul tel chorom
Naesel reyo~

OOOO

Hengbog haeton giyog modu
Gaseme ganjig halkeyo

Du nene su nyohajin jor byuldel charom
Yong...won...hi

eng. ver.

the wind is shaking the windows,and over my small room,
the stars fill up the sky, shining brightly too many to count,
the stars reassure tired me
they wipe away the many tears that are deep inside me

don’t be hurt too much..they hug me tight and pamper me
and comfort me,
telling me to go to sleep

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walk
though my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

My dream is coming. though it is unusual that my one star is bright
it is very bright, even blinding..it comes down to my shoulder
stop being so sad..it holds my hand as it touches me
and gives me a warm hug

though I’m exhausted to the point where I can’t walkthough my tears blur my vision
I’ll still smile in front of my love that I’m not able to get

Even though our happy times were short, I’ll treasure it deep inside my heart
like those countless number of stars, forever

Only for today, I won’t cry though my eyes fill with tears
I want to laugh like those stars
Oh~ I want to cherish all my happy moments deep inside my heart
Like those countless number of stars, forever

离人节

2007-07-27T19:06:00.001-07:00

。。

w you b thr

2007-07-27T04:12:00.001-07:00

If I were blue
would you be there for me
And whisper in my ears that's okay
Would you stand by me
let me hold you tight
And say you love me one more time

If I feel good
would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender love and care
Would you die for me
would you run with me
And never look back

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away
Would you be there...

if i am away
would you stil think of me
and wish that you could hold me now, ~hold me now~
and would you die for me
would you run with me
all the way

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away

Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
to take my breath away...

Would you be there to save my soul tonight
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
to kiss my pain away..
Would you be there ....

would you be thr

2007-07-27T03:53:00.000-07:00

rainy day! =D

2007-07-26T01:44:00.000-07:00

rainrain~ so nice to slp..
yawnzzz in class so sien.. nu er head squashed in de morning seh.. -.-
den nv come...hais..wish her get well soon =D

den science lesson so sien la nv bring science file @.@
danshan: eh qz., teacher c i nv bring file den shake head leh..
me: har? orh..aiyo u dunno punitah is indian like shake head meh? lmao
den i started indian dance.. danshan worry ms punitah noe chinese -.-
den when she walk by i say : pu-ni-tah siao jie, ting de dao wo shuo hua ma?~

nth do liao..den i found a bigbig safety pin..
den i think y ppl like slash so much so i try ._.
den no blood lol..i say cos hab layer of oil cover blood -_-lll
i continue play dn nv c sharon come.. she saw me den nagnagnag?
i was like 'har...aso no blood ma..wun addicted de lah..'
den laop0 continue saysaysay n 1 classmate c dao -.-
tell jessie omg? den i stand thr blurblur de *-*
after tat sharon return me pin at last ._.
den make me promise or else wan me c counsellor..
wapiang like tat need counsellor meh @$%^&*()
so scary in de end i jus say ok lor..
i dun mean to do it anyway ma.. when i slash i dun feel fun or excitement =.=
i jus feel PAIN!!!!

stupid la anyhow play onli den hab red lines @.@
hope mama dun c can le....... later she tot i zi bi -.-

bei ju....-.-

2007-07-24T00:08:00.000-07:00

yawnzzzzz
today like 'kena' scolded by yl lol
she sms in near staff room den i saw a teacher at stairs so i call 'lao........'
cos de teacher walk away liao ma so onli called 'lao..'
yl tot i call her laopo diao -.-
den angry n walkwalkwalk hais T_T
me chasechasechase like mad pig la..

den at bus stop i saw clique, so paiseh ><
i promised go out wif dem today in de end short of cash lmao -.-
hope dey can understand ba =D
goin wif dem watch 不能说的秘密 anyway =D
hab funssssssssssssssss

bei ju onli happens whenever i'm too hyper n anyhow call ppl laopo eh
so cannot too happi le =.=
mus act emo arh...wad's emo? -.-
sadsad face n act pathetic =X

i can go walaos wapiangs wokaos le la T_____________________T
mus b happi but cannot too happi
so mus b sad but cannot b too sad
wad's this? emo la hahas -_-lll