de words this size cancan? normal le..
v sad leh everyday face com nia zz
de tv frm ah gong's hse carried to hse is SPOILED =.=
dat s2p tv which hai wo bei ma T~T
den my sis aso zzzzz go anyhow press,
den end up de tv appear all in a line ._.
nice lor now my hse de only unspoiled tv is,
de minimini tv at master bed room zzzzzzz
everyday online only can play nia zzz
den everyday on maple?
but whn i play i feel guiltyyyyyy sob
espicially whn mom & dad came bac frm work
den c me in front of com ._.
their face like wan die cant die zzzz
go bac maple~ i wan arch mage!!! f5f5
lalala~ he dun care le T~T
he din even bother to talk =.=
den always need me start first ._.
sweet things usually he start first de,
now nv le nan dao wan me meh? ._.
imagine i suddenly tell him "woaini" zzz
i try b4 le but rly zzz zhadao =.=
den jus let things b lor,
best to b lesbian right told u told u~ =p
b lesbian = no need care for guys XD
i din noe guys used to scold vulgar whn angry lorzzzxzxz
thn jol tell me de =.=
some things jol told me which she said is he say de..
like "he dun wan tell u straight cos he dun wan hurt u"
den after dat chg le,
become "he scared whn he tell u den wil spill out some vulgarities"
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
so overall = dun wan tell me straight cos he's afraid of saying some vulgarities which wil hurt me isit?
i ady tried le,
pei him pq,
but he bz clicking i dare nt chao him -.-
i go b lesbian ba~ wahahah
gt alot meii nu let me choose f3
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乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
星星透明 就像美丽的风景
走在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
再想要剪开一夜风雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
就唤不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
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Wednesday, November 28, 2007
7:45:00 AM
7:45:00 AM
lol finall chg skin le =D thx yl for helping..
though its emo+ sad + abit zi bei de feeling zzzz
ghost wil nnotice me XD
♥ dat background + colours
xiexie meii.
unblock me la T_T
nites sweet dreams~
though its emo+ sad + abit zi bei de feeling zzzz
ghost wil nnotice me XD
♥ dat background + colours
xiexie meii.
unblock me la T_T
nites sweet dreams~
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
10:20:00 PM
10:20:00 PM
枫
乌云在我们心里搁下一块阴影
我聆听沉积已久的心情
星星透明 就像美丽的风景
走在回忆里才看的清
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
却换不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
我要的只是你在我身边
被伤透的心能不能够继续爱我
我用力牵起没温度的双手
过往温柔 已经被时间上锁
只剩挥散不去的难过
再想要剪开一夜风雨
随着北风凋零
我轻轻摇曳风铃
想唤醒被遗弃的爱情
雪花已铺满了地
谁把窗外枫叶已经沉迷
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
我点燃烛火温暖随波到秋天
金黄的到天边
被风掠过像你的容颜
我把爱烧成了落叶
就唤不回熟悉的那张脸
缓缓掉落的枫叶像思念
为何挽回要赶在冬天来之前
爱你穿越时间
两行泪只求我的眼泪
让爱散透了地面
Sunday, November 25, 2007
8:49:00 PM
8:49:00 PM
lol, dunno shud i b happy or sad ._.
mr sia jus called me, saying dat as thr're lotsa appeals, i'll b moving to 3e3 nex yr ._.
happy dat i can b wif majority of my classmates,
sad dat i cannot b wif ds n jessie n other few who're allocated to 3e4 le..
so overall = no feeling lor ._.
mrsia said 3e3 was for pure norm chinese,
3e4 was halfhalf higher chinese?
so complicated zzz
sueyi & sinpei at 3e1,
sharon at 3e2,
me at 3e3,
danshan at 3e4..
zzzz all split le T_T
thn x nex yr hw lor, i'll antisocial le ba =.=
none of de clique at 3e3 T~T
den i aso forget hu is 3e3 le zzzzz
ltr i go check~
mr sia jus called me, saying dat as thr're lotsa appeals, i'll b moving to 3e3 nex yr ._.
happy dat i can b wif majority of my classmates,
sad dat i cannot b wif ds n jessie n other few who're allocated to 3e4 le..
so overall = no feeling lor ._.
mrsia said 3e3 was for pure norm chinese,
3e4 was halfhalf higher chinese?
so complicated zzz
sueyi & sinpei at 3e1,
sharon at 3e2,
me at 3e3,
danshan at 3e4..
zzzz all split le T_T
thn x nex yr hw lor, i'll antisocial le ba =.=
none of de clique at 3e3 T~T
den i aso forget hu is 3e3 le zzzzz
ltr i go check~
Friday, November 23, 2007
9:50:00 PM
9:50:00 PM
wahhh~ bac frm chalet le T_T
gastric+ headache+ mood swings zzzzzz
durin chalet i try nt to show my mood la,
cos mood anyhow swing ._.
den once or twice i shouted to sueyi whahaha XD
but shout liao de cool down den ok le.
we played de arcade gt jackpot ._.
partly cos sharon playin den 1 aunty c den help us
she throw in ard $8 or 10 @.@
den help us win dat jackpot lol..
at nite after bbq i felt whole body aching ._.
but i tried nt to show it till dat gastric came T~T
dat gastric or cramp i duno, but its v xin ku,
nth u can do to stop it de T_T
den i tried to slp, but hw to slp qua, so xin ku..
so clique went to buy noodles,
forced myself to eat, i thought eat le wil btr sia.
supper = eat for gastric, nt mouth itchy LOL
but after dat like no difference, seems like worse seh ._.
cannot tahan den keep groaning like dying pig zzzz
v pai seh, but cannot tahan de T_T
sharon n sy tried goin ard find medicine but so late le,
so dangerous @.@
but dun hab la, morning den go cheers thr buy panadol..
can use for nex time =D
meii 26th wil bac le~ whahah =D
today sharon fly le,
danshan nex mon den bac,
mus takkaire!!~~~~~
1 fly another come bac zzzz
i miss my meimei T_T
nobody to torture me, v tong ku T~T
whn she bac on mon i'll b da first to bully her whahaha~
gastric+ headache+ mood swings zzzzzz
durin chalet i try nt to show my mood la,
cos mood anyhow swing ._.
den once or twice i shouted to sueyi whahaha XD
but shout liao de cool down den ok le.
we played de arcade gt jackpot ._.
partly cos sharon playin den 1 aunty c den help us
she throw in ard $8 or 10 @.@
den help us win dat jackpot lol..
at nite after bbq i felt whole body aching ._.
but i tried nt to show it till dat gastric came T~T
dat gastric or cramp i duno, but its v xin ku,
nth u can do to stop it de T_T
den i tried to slp, but hw to slp qua, so xin ku..
so clique went to buy noodles,
forced myself to eat, i thought eat le wil btr sia.
supper = eat for gastric, nt mouth itchy LOL
but after dat like no difference, seems like worse seh ._.
cannot tahan den keep groaning like dying pig zzzz
v pai seh, but cannot tahan de T_T
sharon n sy tried goin ard find medicine but so late le,
so dangerous @.@
but dun hab la, morning den go cheers thr buy panadol..
can use for nex time =D
meii 26th wil bac le~ whahah =D
today sharon fly le,
danshan nex mon den bac,
mus takkaire!!~~~~~
1 fly another come bac zzzz
i miss my meimei T_T
nobody to torture me, v tong ku T~T
whn she bac on mon i'll b da first to bully her whahaha~
Friday, November 16, 2007
6:19:00 PM
6:19:00 PM
i dun wan work~
office de com c long de wil headache+ become cok eye T_T
go office thn c dad wil shiver de =.=
whn dad come in n gib me things to do last wk,
i even heard "eh, u calculate these amt correctly, cannot hab mistakes"
i head it as "eh, u btr hold this tv properly, cannot drop it"
OMG!! my brain sot liao ._.
stil rmb tt accudent T_T
anyway last wed i went bac sch,
even noe results liao stil go bac ._.
c classmates, but din talk much la.
haissss regret y din work hard,
or mayb cos i rly dun hab de brains la -.-
but i knew i din even try,
since i failed my history which i studied for a day n yet fail =.=
den dun bother liao,
predicted all same ending = fail
but tt was like so brainless of me la.
history nia, my brain stm i aso noe de,
y say fail history den fail all =.=
duno y i din even bother to try.
i was jus too afraid of failing.
once i failed in doin sth means give up le ._."
meii went 3e5 as she predicted.
lol! so zun..
i jus anything la, no history can le!
den end up in 3e4 =.=lll
3e4 n 3e3 de comb ard de same mah,
jus tt 3e4 i think i'm thr cos cnt cope wif de others ba..
gd aso la, wun so stressed n mayb if i work hard enuf,
wun b de bottom few ._.
i'm nt da type of ppl hu accept failures so easily -_-
cnt accep failures liao hw to learn frm them ._.
so crap la,
"dun give up whn u fail, but learn frm it"
fail liao stil wan learn,
make myself zi bei ._.
i rmb once saying tt to my dad.
"project fail le nvm, learn frm your mistakes n whr u fail at"
then dad was like"project fail le thr wun b any chance for me to even noe de mistakes i made"
den tt totally crashes into my mind,
thr cnt be any failures.
no failures ard.
but i ady 1 of it le ma.
a complete failure~
lalalalala~
but now at least i think i'll b bothered to try on other subs n work hard on it la..
at least i bothered~
nex mon goin buy books liao,
so fast ._. mum kiasu la.
dun wan me play com aso dun need like tt ma.
de most i continue eating de 1kg cucumbers u bought lor =.=
i jus tell her i like to eat cucumbers nia,
( actually my maid n i wan use to get rid of dark rings )
i heard over de phone she sounds so upset,
ltr tell her wan waste cucumbers bu shi gen zao ._."
so i tell her i like to eat -.-
den she immediately sounds happy =.=lll
den say "kk u like ar? i buy alot for u k?"
den hang up de phone liaos.
i over de phone was thing " ohmygoshhhhhh"
n mom came bac wif ard a kg of cucumbers ._."
i go munch cucumbers le~
wil uupdate soon if i bothered =p
office de com c long de wil headache+ become cok eye T_T
go office thn c dad wil shiver de =.=
whn dad come in n gib me things to do last wk,
i even heard "eh, u calculate these amt correctly, cannot hab mistakes"
i head it as "eh, u btr hold this tv properly, cannot drop it"
OMG!! my brain sot liao ._.
stil rmb tt accudent T_T
anyway last wed i went bac sch,
even noe results liao stil go bac ._.
c classmates, but din talk much la.
haissss regret y din work hard,
or mayb cos i rly dun hab de brains la -.-
but i knew i din even try,
since i failed my history which i studied for a day n yet fail =.=
den dun bother liao,
predicted all same ending = fail
but tt was like so brainless of me la.
history nia, my brain stm i aso noe de,
y say fail history den fail all =.=
duno y i din even bother to try.
i was jus too afraid of failing.
once i failed in doin sth means give up le ._."
meii went 3e5 as she predicted.
lol! so zun..
i jus anything la, no history can le!
den end up in 3e4 =.=lll
3e4 n 3e3 de comb ard de same mah,
jus tt 3e4 i think i'm thr cos cnt cope wif de others ba..
gd aso la, wun so stressed n mayb if i work hard enuf,
wun b de bottom few ._.
i'm nt da type of ppl hu accept failures so easily -_-
cnt accep failures liao hw to learn frm them ._.
so crap la,
"dun give up whn u fail, but learn frm it"
fail liao stil wan learn,
make myself zi bei ._.
i rmb once saying tt to my dad.
"project fail le nvm, learn frm your mistakes n whr u fail at"
then dad was like"project fail le thr wun b any chance for me to even noe de mistakes i made"
den tt totally crashes into my mind,
thr cnt be any failures.
no failures ard.
but i ady 1 of it le ma.
a complete failure~
lalalalala~
but now at least i think i'll b bothered to try on other subs n work hard on it la..
at least i bothered~
nex mon goin buy books liao,
so fast ._. mum kiasu la.
dun wan me play com aso dun need like tt ma.
de most i continue eating de 1kg cucumbers u bought lor =.=
i jus tell her i like to eat cucumbers nia,
( actually my maid n i wan use to get rid of dark rings )
i heard over de phone she sounds so upset,
ltr tell her wan waste cucumbers bu shi gen zao ._."
so i tell her i like to eat -.-
den she immediately sounds happy =.=lll
den say "kk u like ar? i buy alot for u k?"
den hang up de phone liaos.
i over de phone was thing " ohmygoshhhhhh"
n mom came bac wif ard a kg of cucumbers ._."
i go munch cucumbers le~
wil uupdate soon if i bothered =p
Monday, November 12, 2007
9:30:00 PM
9:30:00 PM
wahahah 1 mor lv 1xx liao wakakaka XD
ytd so zzzz duno y i go lie tt i xchg acc wif fren den wanting was like volcano BROOOM
den quit guild n delete all buddies involved T~T
she hate liars hate dao so scary la =.=
now i feel grateful yl ws nt such person XD
can she jus hear us eeexxxxxxxxxxxxxpppppppllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn?!
hais.. now i go daddy's office work liao =.=
coffee maker hais T~T
accounting press calculator till duno wad time ._.
wanting if she read my post ,
i wan tell u tt this is de first time i so zai yi frens frm cyber n frm kl somemor @.@
i go work liaos~ cyaa all ._.
i post while waiting my tea to cool XD
now cold le, i go drink den gtg le
posting ltr ba.. =D
ytd so zzzz duno y i go lie tt i xchg acc wif fren den wanting was like volcano BROOOM
den quit guild n delete all buddies involved T~T
she hate liars hate dao so scary la =.=
now i feel grateful yl ws nt such person XD
can she jus hear us eeexxxxxxxxxxxxxpppppppllllllllaaaaaaaaaaaiiiiiiiinnnnnnnn?!
hais.. now i go daddy's office work liao =.=
coffee maker hais T~T
accounting press calculator till duno wad time ._.
wanting if she read my post ,
i wan tell u tt this is de first time i so zai yi frens frm cyber n frm kl somemor @.@
i go work liaos~ cyaa all ._.
i post while waiting my tea to cool XD
now cold le, i go drink den gtg le
posting ltr ba.. =D
Saturday, November 10, 2007
5:24:00 AM
5:24:00 AM
wtf lar, stupid tv.
stupid dad.
stupid nails.
i'm soooooooooo stupid la,
cnt controls tears
cnt control sniffing
cnt even tahan pain
pls la my dear daddy, i'm nt as muscular as u.
u wan me b muscle gal har?
send me to sch which train muscle, nt brains.
mom call daddy go carpark take de tv up,
den dad bu shuang den ask me carry aso la,
i ady moody liao, thn whn he wan me carry i ady sense sth gonna go wrong.
damm wrong la
hw stupid i was, de way i carried tt tv was wrongwrongwrong
stupid dad.
stupid nails.
i'm soooooooooo stupid la,
cnt controls tears
cnt control sniffing
cnt even tahan pain
pls la my dear daddy, i'm nt as muscular as u.
u wan me b muscle gal har?
send me to sch which train muscle, nt brains.
mom call daddy go carpark take de tv up,
den dad bu shuang den ask me carry aso la,
i ady moody liao, thn whn he wan me carry i ady sense sth gonna go wrong.
damm wrong la
hw stupid i was, de way i carried tt tv was wrongwrongwrong
my fingers r jammed in de tv, n my nails r long la.
carry de tv out of de car ady wan my life le,
mom wan help me, but dad keep say DUN
den too bad la i cnt take it den jus let go.
de tv bam on de floor..
he cnt control temper, nor managed impulsivity =.=
his hand jus smack my hands n leg.
my phone dropped n lay near his leg.
he din pick up, but jus kicked it under de car n ask me pick up.
wtf he think i dog ar?
playing a game of catch wif me?
i picked de phone cos its y i work in your company my dear daddy.
to pay its fcking bills i'd promised.
after tt i jus sniff non stop.
hw idiotic, sniffing w/o tears ._.
den whn reach home i rush to de washroom to bathe,
i kept sniffing w/o tears.
it reminds me of hw he'd beaten me whn i'm young n whn i do things wrong.
he smack, slap or hit.
all which does harm to me.
den suddenly many flashbacks played in my mind.
hw i'd dropped a heavy load at de office whn i'm young.
hw i'd been slapped whn i spent his precious $$ for nth.
hw i've been beaten frm young whnever i did sth wrong.
den suddenly tears broke off whn dad said sry to me..
thn mom came in n said "dad jus dun wan u to b like a 千金大小姐, he wans u to suffer abit"
he dunno hw much i'd suffered?
pls bear tt in mind my dear daddy,
its u hu're rich, not me
since whn did i get xtra allowance?
n your money $$ no1 touch la, dun worry.
dun ever ask your daughter to carry freaking heavy laods la pls.
wan a muscular daughter sry i cnt b.
neither can my sis.
i hab to suffer so much before my sis,
either 1 of us hab to kena scolded n beaten up.
i'd rather b de 1 instead of my sis.
de most lemme die =D
child abuse sia.
so sad la today kena bullied T_T
n meii said put "> . <" (w/o spacing) wil hab sth funny
lemme try~
>.<
anything??
carry de tv out of de car ady wan my life le,
mom wan help me, but dad keep say DUN
den too bad la i cnt take it den jus let go.
de tv bam on de floor..
he cnt control temper, nor managed impulsivity =.=
his hand jus smack my hands n leg.
my phone dropped n lay near his leg.
he din pick up, but jus kicked it under de car n ask me pick up.
wtf he think i dog ar?
playing a game of catch wif me?
i picked de phone cos its y i work in your company my dear daddy.
to pay its fcking bills i'd promised.
after tt i jus sniff non stop.
hw idiotic, sniffing w/o tears ._.
den whn reach home i rush to de washroom to bathe,
i kept sniffing w/o tears.
it reminds me of hw he'd beaten me whn i'm young n whn i do things wrong.
he smack, slap or hit.
all which does harm to me.
den suddenly many flashbacks played in my mind.
hw i'd dropped a heavy load at de office whn i'm young.
hw i'd been slapped whn i spent his precious $$ for nth.
hw i've been beaten frm young whnever i did sth wrong.
den suddenly tears broke off whn dad said sry to me..
thn mom came in n said "dad jus dun wan u to b like a 千金大小姐, he wans u to suffer abit"
he dunno hw much i'd suffered?
pls bear tt in mind my dear daddy,
its u hu're rich, not me
since whn did i get xtra allowance?
n your money $$ no1 touch la, dun worry.
dun ever ask your daughter to carry freaking heavy laods la pls.
wan a muscular daughter sry i cnt b.
neither can my sis.
i hab to suffer so much before my sis,
either 1 of us hab to kena scolded n beaten up.
i'd rather b de 1 instead of my sis.
de most lemme die =D
child abuse sia.
so sad la today kena bullied T_T
n meii said put "> . <" (w/o spacing) wil hab sth funny
lemme try~
>.<
anything??
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
4:10:00 AM
4:10:00 AM
lol today at house gt sth funny..
it looks like a bed, or i'd rather, a coffin =.=
afternoon i went to dad's office 2 hr sit thr thn go home cos gt de coffin delivery -.-
den go home sit thr wait for them settle finish de coffin by tt time 5pm liao la..
office workers goin home soon de time ._.
mummy said tt 'coffin' was gd for body -.-
wad gt medical herbs de,
body lie on it leg wil shake?
thn medicine herbs come out??
thn i think lie thr de person cnt climb up again la,
medical herbs stinky de..
so its rly a coffin after all ^^
i jus read yl's blog la,
tio scold by her again xP
cos i nv reply her.. reply wad??
sms? i dun hab recieve..
msn? u din reply hw i reply..
mayb she shouting at home for me den i din reply XD
anyway whn yl, u c my post rmb tell me wad i din reply u hor..
i wan try tt coffin thingy~
lie le cnt wake up xD
R.I.P
yl's blog aso gt wad link at her post =.=
i think is her ah gong gib de la,
wad scary thingy de..
i dare nt open T_T
ltr cnt RIP hw? T_T
blogging quite fun if i bother to login -.-
can write craps~
it looks like a bed, or i'd rather, a coffin =.=
afternoon i went to dad's office 2 hr sit thr thn go home cos gt de coffin delivery -.-
den go home sit thr wait for them settle finish de coffin by tt time 5pm liao la..
office workers goin home soon de time ._.
mummy said tt 'coffin' was gd for body -.-
wad gt medical herbs de,
body lie on it leg wil shake?
thn medicine herbs come out??
thn i think lie thr de person cnt climb up again la,
medical herbs stinky de..
so its rly a coffin after all ^^
i jus read yl's blog la,
tio scold by her again xP
cos i nv reply her.. reply wad??
sms? i dun hab recieve..
msn? u din reply hw i reply..
mayb she shouting at home for me den i din reply XD
anyway whn yl, u c my post rmb tell me wad i din reply u hor..
i wan try tt coffin thingy~
lie le cnt wake up xD
R.I.P
yl's blog aso gt wad link at her post =.=
i think is her ah gong gib de la,
wad scary thingy de..
i dare nt open T_T
ltr cnt RIP hw? T_T
blogging quite fun if i bother to login -.-
can write craps~
Thursday, November 1, 2007
7:34:00 AM
7:34:00 AM
yawn~ so sleepy zzz mayb sleeping early le, so tired..
gd news my dad n mom come bac nv scold bout phone n bills n $$$$$$$$
somemore buy lollipops~ but those cheapo type =.=
eat liao tongue wil hab colour zzzzzzzz
i go orh orh liao~
hope my msn frens stop sending me virus ._.
nites~
gd news my dad n mom come bac nv scold bout phone n bills n $$$$$$$$
somemore buy lollipops~ but those cheapo type =.=
eat liao tongue wil hab colour zzzzzzzz
i go orh orh liao~
hope my msn frens stop sending me virus ._.
nites~