i realised i only blog bout one thing, lcl. lol!
she suxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx to de coreeeeeee
hw can a teacher scold students of de things she ASSUMED?!
she assume this & dat, n oh, our fault le.
need punishment manymany kinds of it.
call parents, detention, beta, & lian bi lian zi.
lian her head la, i was wondering :
if she had had a bad childhood of her teacher treating her in this manner too.
then she kena depressed n affected n wanted her students to do dat too?
no matter how much effort we did in our work,
she find de bad points.
e.g. powerpoint.
she'll find qian wan ge li you to find out mistakes.
if no mistakes den bad mood & anyhow scold ppl?
bring them to your idealistic class of CLB?

ml did nth wrong, n lcl was scolding her like " nt yr fault y u cry?~"
i managed my impulsivity =)
if nt i'd had shot up n shouted at her.

she cry cos she's innocent & yet blamed by u.
cause she's afraid u'd wanna call her parents.
cause she's a gd student n dun wish to hav any bad records.
cause she dun wanna giv her fren away nor tell lies.
such simple n obvious ans written all over her face.
lcl, cant u cccccccccccccccccccccccccc?!
lao hua yan?
xx was calling for me
we blockin his view to take a s2p pic of lcl's face -.-
thn ml outta curiousity turn ard nia,
her old haggered face cant c me?
my head nt big enuf ma?
i hate ppl hu din get facts right n anyhow assume things, causing an innocent party to get hurt of your words.






u dont deserve our respect. dont blame us for nt respecting u.
& to think i'm doin lcl's powerpoint!! zzz!!
k, relax~
breadth in~ out~

after dinner i do science first >=(
lcl's last =D
A math test is toughhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
I FAIL MY TEST T_T
& its mathematics.
let it b a miracle dat i'll pass.
even if i only completed 3 questions..zzz

hais. i actually wanted to focus & put in effort & concentrate on studies..
but cant teachers like lcl give some encouraging comments?
last yr i hab clique to rely on, now i feel de burden whn everything suddenly seems to under my control.
i can control de grades my group member gonna get ( counted in CA)
i can control wad i wan my grp members to do.
all i wanted was a passing grade.
as easy as dat.
for a passing grade i spent nights & days thinking of how to present,
wad to do, how to do.
end up failing 0.5 marks -.-
totally disappointed wif myself.
i cant even do a simple presentation to pass my grp members.
frankly speaking, some of them din help much..
but i cant say anything, i mean,
wad can i say?

it was around 4pm ady whn my group went up last to present.
my grp was actually de first,
but we did too badly so i decided to re-do it.
i knew ppl wil expect more since it was a re-done proposal.
dats also de reason y i'm willing to do those stuff no1 wanna do.
as it was ady near 4, many classmates were groaning whn my grp went up to present.
groan stil nvm la, boo somemore.
den i stil ok wif it,
i bear wif it.

lcl said she only allow us 5 minutes.
then my grp members started wif de presentation.
no1 seems to pay any attention ..
its stil ok till when it come to my part.
mine was de last part n at dat time, 5 mins had passed.
then i heard my friend shouted " 5mins over liao!"
wth is dat? i can ignore it if i were someone else.
but it was my friend.

every slide i did, teacher hab sth to comment on.
wrong words, no such words etc.
n last of all, she said sth which make me hab 0% heart to go on putting in so much effort in sch work.

"唯一能够夸奖的是，他们花一点时间去做"
ya ya, yi dian shi jian.
wo zuo dao yi dian.
she added in de word "wei yi" which means "only",
& de word "yi dian shi jian".
lcl mean i spend little time on it?
no effort?
no others?
no more?
nt even a passing grade laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

if it were last yr i had worked so hard,
things may nt end up like this.
i lack experience =(
after all, i managed to pull up de original 9/25 to 12/25.

there's a difference.
de first attempt i spent 30mins,
2nd attempt i spent 3hrs++.

& more effort..

nvm la, other project i'l nt b doing.
too much stress.
but other than me, can any of de grp members help?
i can rly break down if every chapt i hab to do this,
receive de same comment & grade,
n doin it by myself ( wif info by grp members )
cant blame them,
reasons being :
`they're my frens
`i hab no right
`i was once worse than dat .

n they cant type chinese words,
no powerpoint,
dunno hw do,
dun wanna do,
lazy to do,
cant b bothered,
thinking other members can do it.


i can list a whole lot cos as i said,
i was 1 of de slackers in grp work since sec 1 =D
if my clique was wif me now,
they can choke le ._.
no.1 slacker attempting to do grp work.
woo~
at least,
i pulled up de marks by 3. =)

mayb wun update for long time, since so stressed up zzz
i'll on com to un-stress myself ( unstress? gt such word ma?) ._.
i changed song, to eng song le XD