FAITH is a big word. Believe in it.

Saturday, December 22, 2007
3:11:00 AM

zzzzzzzz i wan scold pplllllllllllllllzzzzzzz
dun need red this whole chunk, read le wil laff zzz
jus nw i type halfway gt cockroach *faint*
anyway, i jus bac frm ah ma hse ._.
they were nagging as usual, but this time they reach de limit la!
first they say, my niece rebond+ colour her hair.
it was like zzz none of my business till ah ma said,
"she say u aso rebond till 100++ ar?"
omfg pls la, its 100 ._. n i DUN colour my hair.
spray paint la diaoooozz
thn from thr they move on till, "dun compare".
k la, i also hate comparing wad -.-
thn ah ma said 1 sentence which makes me feel,
' she scolding herself? '
this is wad she said.
ah ma : eh, dun compare wif others.
me : orh -.-
ah ma : u mus c ppl frm de older generation, hw much hardship they've endured n cherish wad u hab now.
me : huh? i tot no comparing?
ah ma : this is nt comparing, i'm jus telling u.
me : wapiang, if de caveman generation de ppl stil alive, they'd hab wanna tell u dat too.
ah ma : *speechless*

uncle : eh, u shud let qz go office n work now, sec le, can work liao.
mummy : yalor..
me : wth? I ADY WORK THR LE
mummy : accounting nia lor.
uncle : gib her allowance whn she work la, let her feel hw hard it is to earn $$
me : allowance? i din knew i had it till thr's sch. & de "allowance" is de few dollars i'm allowed MONTHLY?
mummy : aiya, gd enuf le, based on hw u work hor, its nth compared to other worker.
me : walau. u ask me study, now wan me work. hols ending leh.
mummy : den y u compare? u said your frens gt 400$++ stuffs...
me : since whn did i said '$400+' ? i said, they hab things which r'nt as old as mine.
mummy, ah ma, uncle : dun compare.
me : OMFG u're ppl frm de OLDEN generation. accept new generation la. or nt happy dat u're old le? dun wan admit old ar? wan grandchildren as old as u? u c de younger cousin bro, pants wear till high high for wad? scared drop ar? btr stil we behave like de cavemens right? feed on raw food? or u wanna tell me u gt such gd living coditions compared to me cos u're old? i young ma, old liao den enjoy. fine la, wad if i died whn young n dun even had de chance of getting old? wah, de biggest tv at home is half of it as yours. cos de big tv papa dun wan repair mah. cos, mus appreciate. of cos i do, dats y i came here for your tv n air-con. speaking of air con, i rmb de last time it worked in my room was whn i'm pri 4 right? n after u said "dun compare", no more air cons.

de thing is dat i din even compare la ._."
n they started comparing zzz
its like, comparing wif EACH other can? zzz
hais. damm pissed T~T
phone also no batt cant find meii scream zzz
anyway she'll scold me for nt scolding bac more harshly -.-
i can scold more de, but scared scold halfway cry sia ._.
tml mayb wan go cut short hair, but duno whr to cut lol.
n mom take de chance bring me pray lmaos..
k la tml c hw, if cut till no face c ppl den zzzzzz shave botak! XD

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Friday, December 21, 2007
6:57:00 AM

zzzz so long din update le~
today mei suppose to come over,
become i go over,
mummy angry + clash wif zk zzzzzzzzz
den i try ask mummy can go anot,
if can den off com XD but cant zzz

den meimei angry lor~ -.-
n i jus kena blocked by her at msn zzzzzz
den she tag me to post sth~ i post le~

today de zk kns zzz
spam alot pot den end up..
2 priest survived ._."
me n anothr priest doin a s2p thing..
HEALING EACH OTHER zzzzzzzz
den i tio mega sorta scolding -.-
"h0bit, its obvious de zk wun come down"
diaooooooooo i aso nt org y put MY NAME?! grrr
den so angry anyhow run n spam zzz

after dat i ok le, den den den..
i heard dat jl gt couple ring wif 1 of his mei zzz
den after dat he explain say is his mei gib nia,
wan him accep but remain as siblings zzz
explain for wad -.-
none of my business eh @.@
den alot buddies at msn keep scold him zzz
i on maple, ppl ask, i say "break le lor"
they scold him zzzz
den he jus explained, i doesnt make me feel any btr anyway ._."
anyway let bygones b bygones~
jus flirt nia, y all so serious de zzz
all serious make me serious too ._.

lalala~ i go c yl's blog XD
alot mei nu pics XD
lemme man man xin shang @.@ *drool*
whahahah XD i siao le =D
conclusion : lesbians r de best *puke*
LOL~ dats wad i say whn i siao -.-
dun take it to heart~ gay rox too~
lets hope i haben pp whn i post zzz

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Wednesday, December 12, 2007
8:02:00 PM

I Don't Give a Damn by Avril Lavigne

Everytime you go away
It actually kinda makes my day
Everytime you leave
You slam the door

You pick your words so carefully
You hate to think you're hurting me
You leave me laughing on
The floor

Cause I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I don't give it up, I don't give a damn
What you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry, about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I thought we were just hanging out
So why'd you kiss me on the mouth
You thought the way you taste
Would get me high

You went to all your friends to brag
Guys are always such a drag
Don't you know the reason that I kissed you was to
Say goodbye

Cause I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging hanging out, I am simply
Hanging so why'd you kiss me on the mouth?

Don't you know that I...

I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I don't give a damn about you
I won't give it up not for you
I'm not gonna cry about some stupid guy
A guy who thinks he's all that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that

I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that
You know I don't give it up
I don't give a damn what you say about that.

lol dat song is abit funny zzz
its also like de song "qi shi ni mei na me ai ta",
a brainwashing song.
this 1 brainwash dat "i dont giv a damn"
but i feels she does zzzzz

so bored, always pp at 11++ de T~T

i go browse more songs le~ XD
i wan put songs on blog but duno hw zzz ltr mei come i ask her f3

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Saturday, December 8, 2007
7:05:00 PM

zzzz i ytd wan update blog den pp le ._.
so late den reach home,
we go dat duno wad bigbig garden as mom said zzz
thr gt many plants, but i no interest lor =.=
de plants so perfect i almost tot is fake...
den jus now while arranging de plants,
dad say "wah, y buy fake plant?"
den mom said dat time dad aso buy dat same plant for her last time,
she duno is rl or fake so nv water it thn die LOL!!
my parents r stupids whahahah XD
dats y i aso s2p ma f3f3

now they wan bring ah ma go thr,
i think she'll come bac wif many plants le zzzz

i brought a cacti,
cos i duno hw take care plants ma,
heard dat cacti long life wor @.@
so hopefully wun die as fast ._.
but dat cacti no spikes de,
but dat i found it under de signboard "cacti" ma..
i dun like spike de cacti,
imagine u midnight find your phone den anyhow grab,
grab dao dat cacti hw? =.=
but thn if i rly grab dao dat cacti aso cacti kena squashed le la..

so bored-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed-ed
continue rotting XD
duno whr my hols homework le,
fly liao or kena thrown or ah ma go recycle le?

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Friday, December 7, 2007
4:09:00 AM

Notice Me by Zetta Bytes

Here's a story of a girl,
Living in the lonely world,
A hidden note, a secret crush,
A little boy who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,
And I want you too know,
If you lose your way, i won't let you go.

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see
I'll get you notice me.
I'll get you notice me.

Got your head up in the clouds,
Tell me when your coming down,
I don't wanna sink your ship,
It's not about the scholarship,
And all the friends that follow you,
Tell you things that just ain't true,
I'm the girl you'll never see,
I'm the one you'll really needed,
Ohh..
Don't you get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me..

[Chorus]
If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
What's it gonna take for you to see
I'll get you notice me.
I'll get you notice me.

I'm not like the rest,
I just don't care if you're the best,
You see it, it's all the same to me ,
You just be who you wanna be,
It's all the same to me,
Ohhh..
Don't get me wrong,
You better make your move,
Before the moment's gone
Tell me

If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?

If I cut my hair, If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip, If i say hello,
Will you notice me?
Want you to notice me
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..
I'll get you to notice me..

zzzzzzz this is de 3RD TIME I POST THIS.
s2p com keep auto shut down zzzz
i nt lazy lor, i keep re-post =.=

i dun wan type so long le,
thn i press de button 'create post' mayb auto shut down again ._.
jus posting dat song cos I FOUND IT~
woo~ same as my blog title LOL
but i nt despo for ppl to notice me la zzz
k la, dun wan type so long liao ltr auto off i go siao le.
if no shut down den c if i wanna post f3f3

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Thursday, December 6, 2007
8:19:00 AM

没那么爱她

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框
我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方
其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

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7:53:00 AM

things getting worse n worse le,
dad de high blood rly scary..
he abitabit nia den fire up le,
easily pissed off, abit sound nia like tv on abit louder he shout le ._.
jus now he smack sis,
now he shouted at me.
cant this family b alittle peaceful?
i ♥ peace.
i dun wan to always fight or quarrel or upset-ness.
whn can all this end?
high blood pressure causing him to scream & shout =.=
making me upset
making ppl worried.
i jus tio pullplug jus now,
but now they go out work..

actually i can go de,
but i go change clothes nia den dad shout le...zzzz
thn he scream like dunno wad i cant understand,
so i ignore n went outta de door tgt.
thn dad angry keep bang at lift ._.
de scene is scary,
den i cant stand it i ran bac to my room,
den s2p sniffing illness bac? =.=
keep sniff like crazy again zzz

i on de modem bac to update blog ._.
only upset thn think of blogging nia,
life is rly dull =.=
i duno hu to consult to,
alot of my friends online,
jus duno hu to talk to.
wad if they're busy? ._.
thn i finally succeeded in getting some $ frm mom =.=
use those pity pity de eye stare at here for so long,
get $2o nia zzz
btr thhn nnth =D

i go sleep le la,
eye getting smaller each day ._.
ltr rly become lidar (._.)
nite ssweet dreams~

tml goin panda-hunting le zzzzzz
hope can find a cute 1 ._.
gimme face la~ dun lemme diu lian lemme tio find a cute panda f3f3

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Tuesday, December 4, 2007
6:55:00 AM

dunno wad to do, wad to think -.-
gaming used to b my source of entertainment,
but now i felt stress whnever i on =.=
like in morning, things zh told me make me feel zzzzzzzz

den nvm, night whn parents came home.
thn i let sis play com awhile, i go in parent's room watch tv,
den guess wad i saw ._.
she asked me for my opinion n end up getting dat for her own.
she wan me choose har? whn its nt even for me.
wan me choose for wad? no eye to choose ar =.=
i like aso u're de one using it,
wad's de point?
let me c le make my life miserable?

stil say wad need save $$ cant anyhow spend,
my phone din chg for hw many yrs le?!
pls la, u wan save money stil go buy phone? ._.
dats de way to save money icic..
for dat sentence u said to me "dun anyhow spend money la, hard earn."
since whn did i asked for things?
u all din set any examples of "saving money".

in fact, wadever shyt sis wan, u all okok can buy la.
i din ask doesnt mean i din ask for anything.
no care no attention no nth,
fine la i ok de.
de things u all can give r nt de things i wan,
n de things i wan u all cant gib.
cant giv or dun wan giv anything la,
hec care .

thn wad 11pm need slp?
pls la, hols leh.
sch re-open i can study,
slp at 9pm if u all wan.
dun need pp so early right?!

your money, spend it on yourself.
pamper yourself la, so old ady.
die liao cant pamper le ma.
i stil young, old le can pamper myself right?
dats wad u all think la.
always left disappointed,
u all dun feel a thing,
i'm smiling on de outside.
n u all cant even tell if its a fake smile anot.
keep comeout of dat door scold me like cuckoo clock lidat =.=
scold la, u all disappointed wif me cos u disappoint me first.
my fault la nvm, i din study hard enuf.
throw your face ma,
so btr stil treat sis btr hor?
at least she stil hab hope,
so very unlike me =D

hais ._."
siennnzzzzz
meii dun angry le la >.<
my tagboard for kisiao to come n tag so i can scold bac,
dun spoil my image F3
k la, mayb sleeping soon,
since dat cuckoo came outta dat clock again~
nites sweet dreams tqz =D

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