sobs.. so unhappyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy T~T
always smile & smile will cause internal hurt one leh!
lol ._."
today gt A Maths test, so difficult
or m i too stupid?
i cant even prove ( show ) a stupid dumb expression,
wth m i thinking ?!
spent so much time on graph n drinking water
crazy leh -.-
i hate challenges,
dont challenge me or make me feel as if i'm being challenged.
its stress u know? S-T-R-E-S-S.

trigo test - 19/30
A maths graph test - 13/30
wad shit is all these..?
tqz, ppl can get 21 for the test n yet u can fail.
tqz, u studied n practiced for trigo test, u can even score a just pass mark.
what a failure i am.
i shall pin hopes on my Mathematics no more.
it only discourages me n causes sadness from nowhere.
maths used to be my best subj, now it seems more like a forced-to-study subj.
i cant fail chinese,
must pass 2x science,
must score A for maths,
pass eng,
pass 2x humans..
how can i score A for maths like this?
& i hate being looked down upon.
dont ever crow or whatever shyt actions.
it sucks.
sucks
sucks
sucks
sucks to the power of SUCKS.
dont make me dislike u,
u're still my friend :D

=D)
wont be blogging much of now,
i came specially to blog bout my sucky results =D
off to dinner,
then practice maths? if i have the time n mood -.-
n also memorise a whole chuck of chemistry zzzzzzzzzzzzz

n i realised sth,
ms ng can b a nice teacher if we students can respect n treat her nicely,
mayb she'll change for the better n teach btr too,
a new teacher needs experience to be a good n old teacher.
LOL, new n young teacher need exp to be good n old ._."

spent my weekends lianbilianzi & playing com -.-
know how i play? key board in front, lblz bottom on my table zzz
even gaming could be so pathetic tsktsk!
i'm multi-tasking with lblz.
i got reason for it u know?
imagine concentrating on lblz,
u'll start to hate lcl more n more..
i dont wanna explode in class one day n shoot lcl straight off like wad i did at her office -.-

grats, i dont know a single shit on how to do 'yao qing han'.
wth is dat for? i dont know anything..
whenever i c chinese,
lcl appear in my mind,
straight blank.
can i just die or sth?
i need a psychiatrist..
which is also my ambition? LOL!

weekends used to b a waste on com games,
but now it seems dat spending weekends on lblz is far more worse ._.

dun wan say her liao,
so irritating =.=
back to subject,
HOW TO DO 邀请函?!

oh man, couldnt believe wad i'd said to lcl O_O
i was atuallly being rude politely ._.
got such thing ma? aiya anything la same -.-
den she asked "u like my way of teacher bo?"
wah, finally ask.
very happy lor den keep say say say..
i missed out one point - bias.
but i managed to say EVERYTHING off,
including things such as:
too much homework,
too pressurized,
the world in nt meant for her ALONE.
& many more i forgot O_O
but after saying all those i feel so O_O
i forgot tml i gonna present omg -.-
i shld b rude AFTER my presentation right? ._.
aiya nehmind la,
at least i can help myself n others say sth to lcl =D)
* claps for shuai ge*

hmm, today so many things happen..
oh ya, my eng oral zzzz
mdm fadilah grade me dat one,
worse than essay sia.
i write 1 para, play com, den another para -.-
so i spent like 1hr + writing it zzzz
den end up too much content,
forget delete,
end up duno wad i'm talking bout zzzz
1 word, embarrassing !!

off to dinner~ LBLZ x 3 of 4 chapt,
corrections x3 per mistake.
i think i'll die tonight instead of tml.
anw sooner or later aso die,
i rather die at my hse =D

today is like zzzz
i didnt cry, though i almost? during chinese lesson -.-
lcl got a little expectations to me, which is good? or an indirect insult ._.
nehmind nehmind~
everything's over~ over~
i'm over too~
y didnt i study those @#$%^&*( 4 word phrases?!
y m i so stm?!
y am i so stupidddddddddddddddd
T~T
lcl is in good mood today, she allowed us to hand in tml O_O
so rare, i think some dnt staff helped us by flirting along with her @,@
lcl : u ytd got stay back ma? i was waiting for u too after meeting.
me : got, i wait till kena chased away by sch cleaners sia.
lcl : whr u wait?
me : classroom..?
lcl : y wait thr? i was in the staff room.
me : ...
WTH LA,
i meant i was at the classroom,
N I WENT DOWN LIKE EVERY 10 MINS TO CHECK ON U SINCE 5.30!

forget it forget it~
i need prepare for eng oral T~T
lcl also assign us some crap shit work -.-
forgot wad's dat, shld be pg 282 of something..
impossible textbook la,
lemma check later ._."

i go play website for awhile,
RELEASE STRESS!
bye ♥

jus bac home from tuition w meiling =D
talking to her makes me feel so relaxed & happy, hahas.
same with my other friends la, dont jealous =P
chiong-ed to tuition after bathe,
cos i went home late jus to wait for dat young & beautiful woman for her meeting dismissal -.-
i waited till 6+, den end up getting chased away by sch cleaner zzzz
thks yunling for accompany-ing me =D)

i'm saying abt my day in an anti clockwise manner,
cos bad things in front ma ._."

lblz cos i flunked chinese,
even lower than the lowest in class,
which means i'm like the LOWEST =.=
first time in my whole entire life la,
failed chinese
wrote sentences into meaning,
meaning into sentences.
how pro i m~
tqtq! XD

i must'nt be a crybaby.
shld'nt weep for lcl.
its just a piece of useless paper,
& u know u didnt try your best,
so its your own bloody fault.
so thr's nth to be sad abt =D)

zzz i nt emo or wad leh,

i stil can say " WO SHI SHUAI GE! "
but i can nv ever forget th look on her face.
when i went up to collect dat pathetic piece of paper,
lcl was like "aiyo, how come fail ar?"
then she started flipping tru my paper,
as if trying to spot wadever shyt mistake.
i knew & know i wrote wrongly,
but never will i think of failing.
at least a 25 i suppose?
perhaps i looked up too highly of myself..
i shld've known my limits.