sob!!
i dun wan do lcl's work laaaaaaa~
lol nvm, as if who wans =.=
her newsarticle was like O_O
3 questions, all longlong ans.
plus a du hou gan or sth, 2 pages!!
due tml la zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
i'm now chiong-ing it lol.
but no mood leh,
one sentence den play games,
den another sentence & walk ard LMAO!

i hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
stil need lianbilianzi omg -.-

mom seems unhappy about de banner thing lor ._.

& oh ya, today we had oral..
i din practice or wad, i jus pray hard i wont go n greet her "chialeekey gd afternoon"
LOL!!
but i din la~ =D)
de conversation, she din even listen to me can? -.-
i wonder how she grade lor..

clk: "u read th 'da di de er duo' book ady?"
me: "err ya, jump jump la de chapters"
-smiles~-
clk" how u find th stories?"
me: "ya it was fine, we can learn life experiences from..err.. *thinking*"
clk cuts in, n asked me how's the banner going on LOL!
as expected lor i tot, but i din expect her to cut in lidat la!
its like,
DID SHE HEAR MY CONVERSATION?!
she jus read all questions from dat paper i suppose,
her job was to jus read everything off de paper -.-

so i talked abt th banner,
expecting my oral conversation to continue ltr on.
but i explained de size & colour of de banner etc,
n tried to carry on,
she said
"xie xie~ ni ke yi zou le"
den i tio stunn la,
den she wave her hand n say "gogo!"
n she wrote down de marks LOLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL
i dont wan get marks cos of de banner lor,
i dont wish dat ppl will think of it,
it makes me feel sucky -.-
shld'nt make dat banner at this oral timing de la lol..

mom & dad nt yet home, 10+ ady..
always lidat de T~T
open office nt busy enough,
go open wad kns shop -.-
& open shop also do btr business ma,
go do FACIAL -.-
den need go course learn facial lollllllll
i tio facial 2 times le, 1 hr each time zzzzzzzzzzz!!!

i type so long,
cos i dun wanna do lcl's work!! sob~
speaking of lcl,
i heard her say this in class!!
"全班人除了嘉佳之外，都跟我lianbilianzi!"
lol, sry but no offence chloe =D



she wan bias also dun need so obvious ba?

its disgusting, yucks!

feeling so (?)
mixed emotions ..
nowaadays sad things seemed to happen non stop,
one after another,
continuously.

i'm giving attitude probs to my friends too,
i tried my best putting on a fake smile or whadever,
just to cover any signs of sadness beneath.

i can even smile =]
after being scolded at.

sad case la. hais zzz
life's full of lianbilianzi,
wth she wants?!
i'm starting to get a link.
look at this:
photocopy machine breakdown,
causes-
her to loose her partner ( if she had had any? -.- )
so from then on,
she hates photocopier & treats her students like one?
so lianbilianzi is actually photocopying th whole of shou ce.
like, wads th point of buying shou ce whn u're to copy all out once more?!
brainless old hag.
tsktsk.

keep having funny moods leh,
awhile happy den sad zzz
den angry for nth..?!

things kept happening,
before class, during class, after class, sch, home, everywhr.
sad stuffs seems happening non-stop =(
i wanna tell to ppl,
but who can i consult?

i'm becoming a lifeless pig soon.
(^(x(oo)x)^)

erm, lol.
dont know whr to blog from..
start from morning ba,
woke up at 10.30, but slept at sofa till 12+ ._.
forgot today going out lols.

den as usual,
kena scolded T~T
i always took 1hr + to get rdy @,@
its nt th bathing which took most of th time,
its th waiting of my hair to dry LMAO!
nowadays keep rain,
so got no clothing to wear leh -.-

anw, yl walked over to chase me outta th house loL~
she got wet, her make up also zzzzzzz
tell her dun need make up liao,
dun wan listen tsktsk.
c la, abit rain nia your eyes all orhlulu liao~
hahaa XD)

then we ate mac,
my ez-link card need topping up le,
after paying mac by dat card sooo many times =X
mom top up 40 each time,
so she dont even know wad i spent it on XD

after dat we mrt to je,
took some neoprint ._.
no mood take la,
i forgot how to take a picture leh!
my head dunno shud tilt which direction,
my body language also luan qi ba zao.
so i say,
if wan take photo hor,
best taken whn i'm talking halfway -.-
look at th pics,
u'll agree dat i look btr in photo which i took while talking =.=

i look so..zzzz
blur? i was thinking since whn i went to neoprint machine..
& i was thinking how interesting those buttons look LOL!









lol, how bua song i look -.-
i din mean it, i was trying my hardest to smile ok?!
but i smile b4 th flash,
so when it flash, it was my normal face LOL!
anw my normal face lidat de meh?!
-.-





stil got 2 more scanned de, but dun wan put up la.
actually i dunno whr th other 2 scans fly to @,@

den nth much to say la,
i wan ice mage!!
T~T

so bored >=(
ytd so fun & funny,
mom need me as "model" to pass her facial test zzzz
she said my face roundround,
very pei he her hands & th mask zzz!!
but its so damm itchy, keep laughing hahaas
but i'll try nt laughing, which is impossible -.-
but believe in miracle~
my mom gotta have dat cert for the shop ._.

whole slacking week O_O
so shiok XD
nth much to post le,
mayb ppostin ltr ba =D)

dont get it.
i repeated it so many times,
"anything nt happy, find me."
of cos i'll reply.
but i din find me, go find my friend for wad?
aiyoooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

once a friend, always a friend.
i believe no such thing as
"i'll leave one of my friends cos the other is upset"
or
"i 让 her la, its my sacrifice to keep another friend"
huh? wad 让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让让?

if u dont feel comfortable wif a person,
go ahead n leave her. ( i dont mean yl )
u can be as "bad" as i was.
selfish or wad, for my own.
i was alr affected alot, i dont wish it to affect me any further.
th reason y i posted is cos of th way u described me as,
in jus one short sentence.

dat very short sentence affected & irritates me alot,
so i posted a longggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg post to say back.
but dat gives absolutely NO reason for u to break up any friendship.
if u call someone a true friend,
he/she'll stay by your side,
good or bad times, will be your friend.
how can u ever break a friendship cos of it?
making me feel guilty?
u succeeded.

dont break up any of your friendship or whoever cos of me yea?
as i said,
i wont have anything to do with u.
friend or enemy, i wont have it =)

darn u.
f your own imaginary guy la.
fancy,
keeping things from your bestfriend.
some things r btr left unsaid u know?
keep thing to yourself,
especially such ppl like u.
calling her as your bestfriend,
is wad u called it yourself.
stop making ppl feel guilty or wadever,
ya ya i'm th bad guy here yea?
tell u frankly,
pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i kowtow to u.
run whenever i come near yea?
stop spoiling my mood.
i dont wanna c my results & friendships affected anymore.
so f away as far as u can,
with your imaginary guy.
i thought i alr can
'ignore' th things dat u do,
& th things u did to me.
but wad can i do?
whn i get near,
my eyes irks me.
my nose causes vomit halfway up my throat.
my ears irritates me.
i pray to devil wad can i do?
de most,
dont c u la.
i tried to ignore u & i did.

remember wad u'd posted.
dont blame your bestfriend for this.
i wanna write it,
its my blog mind u.
i dont care if u read it ornot,
i'm jus telling my readers how i feel.

"after dismiss went to JP with jie for lyk oni 5 mins then saw QZ jie with her clique..then she was lyk bua song...diao me...=.= go out with jie aso cannot..."

mind you, this's wad u'd posted.
u can only c th only facial expression on me : bua song.
is it so surprising dat u caught me seeing u & shot u a 'bua song' glance?
oh, so surprising yea?
ya i'm surprised.
i had my friends,
my clique,
& your bestfriend is my friend whom i can confide in.
so wad do u want?
having her so i cant have anymore friends?
or want me to only go with u & her?
irks.
dont ever make me vomit this bad again.
mind u,
beg u.

& your last sentence.
I DINT SAY U CANT GO OUT WITH WHOEVER U LIKE RIGHT?!
OH MAN, PLS LA.
anw good thing u gotta commonsense dat my 'bua song' face was caused due to u =D)
worth praising.
seriously i wont have anything to do with u.
i dont need friend like u.
i also wont have u as any sorta enemy.

as i said,
i befriend ppl.
whn i got a great liking in them,
can confide in them,
& trusts them.
jus as your bestfriend & my clique.
i trust & LOVE them.

look at your character, personality.
one word to describe all : so fake.

&, dont interfere.
u have NO rights to interfere into anything.
understand yea?
hope it gets through tt head of yours.

lol, words to describe u is too much,
i wont have it all typed out.
i dont wan ppl have a bad impression on u either,
do u?

last reminder.
DO NOT
ever complain to your bestfriend about anything about me.
not happy, can find me.
dont wei nan her.
stop acting like a princess from nowhere.
hello, GET REAL.
she's not gonna pamper u like wad hell shit princess.
i hate lying to myself,
so i hope dat u too.
i wish i hope to repeat this post a million times to th power of infinity.
this is how u **** man.
u noe, i'm alr forcing myself not to dislike u.

whahaha XD
today so happy + sad, alot mixed feelings @.@
got bac A-maths class test, & de old old de revision test =D
den one of my test miss tay help me write my name,
cos i forgot to write =X
den i c le so happy XD
lol, dats so insane ._.
c my poor results till happy le ba.
too upset le T~T

jus went for tuition, which is an hr ago ._.
teacher so nice, lend me de 10 yr series book XD
but lazy read also zzz so tired sobs..
aiya ltr i go slp liao,
actually alot things to blog,
but now duno wad to say -.-
nites~

aiyoooooooo T_T
today de maths test hor.. T~T T~T
i even raise my hand to ask miss tay de question, lol.
i dun understand cans zzz
den mayb i asked too directly,
she seemed like almost telling me de ans LOL!
den actually can ask more de,
but i c her face like veri nan wei qing,
so i dun wan nan wei her,
den i jus reply aiyo aiyo nehmind la~
lol ._.
so mian qiang T_T

jus bac from tuition,
den tuition teacher say i very dan chun -.-
i was like LOL?!
dan chun your head la!!
2 chinese teachers,
both different comments.
one said i look like wad anyhow "hun" de girls,
like those ah lian ah hua, dunno wadever sai is dat ._.
pls lor, i dun even understand wad ah hua ah lian ah sai la.
n dat reminds me,
she called brian as "pang de".
omgggggggg i hear le also wan flare up lor.
its like, can she jus show some respect?
how'd she feel if ppl call her as "lao de"?
its nt anyone's fault cos of their bad points right?
n i'm sure u, lcl, cant help getting old huh?!
do as much facial as u like,
wun help much la tsktsk ..
waste money leh~ save de earth T~T

bac to topic,
i was chatting wif tuition teacher bout lcl as usual? ._.
thn i said she called me ah lian, ah hua n duno ah wad de.
my teacher reaction was " huh? u ah lian meh? wad face u show teacher?"
LOL! she tio shocked or wad ._.
i always giv her my usual expression,
a disgusted face.
den my group members suggested de grp name shud change,
to "xiao li chang dao, 笑里藏刀"
LOL! totally agree~
sara, cliff, mei ling, joesphine & i,
keep smile at her.
"smile"
"s-m-i-l-e"
u noe? yea, lidat =]
c de mmouth, so mian qiang~
mian qiang shi mei you xin fu de!!
T~T

tml got haf club ._.
speakin of haf,
reminds me of wad ml said.
she said, taf wad actually fat.
cos taf is trim and fit,
but actually is fit and trim.
so is called fat club.
but in order nt to hurt our feelings,
change to taf ._.
thn from taf change to haf LOL!
aiyoyo, dun wan hurt us easy way out la,
dun create such pang pang ju le bu~

hais nobody run wif me tml T~T
my mei nu taken le D=
tml morning report,
i try tell de person i'll b running after sch ba.
lol..

feel so sleeeeeeeeeeepyyyyyyyyyyy
but cannot slp, haben edit ppt.
ml is so pro, she can read th whole chunk of i-dunno-wad-words
RIGHT OUTTA TH SCREEN!!
omg..
i din print out de copy, so she read right out of de screen during lcl's ppt.
so pro mannnnnnn!!
pei fu pei fu.
but lcl keep diao nan us >=(
say wad, olden places de video clip nv add de places zzz
but pls la, ady say "old" liao right?
old means history,
history means the dead past.
lcl is one of the living past now available in sg lor.
somemore stand beside her,
make me so zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
my hair keep stand whenever she touched my hand ._.
so qiao, whenever i wan click de slide her hand come zzz
gu yi de or wad?!
i also not shuai ge -.-

whole post saying bout lcl la, lol.
even my com screen now got her face O_O

log : "a piece of wood drifting on the river"

omgaawddddddddddddddddddddddd zzzzzzz
noe wad? i did sth unbelievable - cutting my sis's hair to spike =X
i dont mean to anyhow cut one u noe?
i wanna cut sth on her table... her head swish towards the scissors..
to prevent scissors from poking into her skull, i close de scissors n...
cut a patch of her hair off ._.
den she kept crying =.=
as though she din c hair before, lol.
in fact i cant even believe i cut her hair -.-

sis took all of my things,
toys, stationaries, & even my bag.
jus cos of her itchy hand she took all those to?
cut.
zzzzzzz..
she stressed also can cut her own self ma,
like cutting wrist or body.
dun need cut ppl's thing hor?
i upset hand itchy den cut her hair lor -.-
hais. worry mom wil c it somehow, sometime, whenever.
aiya wadever la ._.
i'm always at th fault,
cos i'm older.
i'm her sis.
i shld always let her hav her way.
i shouldnt fight bac.
cant say this cant do dat
omggggggggggggg

if i ever get to choose,
i'd rather b de second child,
all parents spoil their second child after torturing the first one.

i'm in de middle of my A maths revision,
which is only th second basic question,
whn dat 6-yr-younger sis came & talk so much.
tell her shutup dun listen,
den i shouted stfu she stil keep babbling of i-dunno-wad-stuff.

den resulted of me having to keep worry till no mood revise -.-
worse stil, i left my A-math file in sch zzz..

de way my sis tortured my toys was like O_O
for my big, mid & small piggies,
she cut their ear,
pull their tails till its nt curl ._.
dats like totally BIANTAIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!
its worse than me touching numerous women,
even if dats for fun -.-
at least i dun cut their body or pul their hands or legs right?
lol ok, totally different scenerio.

T_T my poor pigggggggggggggggggg
my beloved pigggggggggggggggg T~T
heartbreak~ T_T

off to c ace learning,
hopefully can recall somethings of de log.
a piece of wood drifting down the river
must score well for A maths la T_T i cant fail my overall~
sobs..
jiayou~