jus bac from helping dad shift furniture -.-
how i wish i'm a guy,
can jio gals XD
& also, got muscles to carry loads which r as heavy as me ._.
dad said carrying those heavy furniture = ai de jiao yu...
if i cannot carry = mei yong de ren...
pls la dad, i'm a g-i-r-l.
u want a muscle gal, shld have trained me earlier right?
or i go for a trans-sex, change my sex to male can le ma,
dont need use such ways to train your daughter to be a useful person.
i have my own ambition,
to be a phyciatrist / teacher / even a pig tender.
i also wont wanna take over your f*** business
zzzzzzzzz
helping dad shift his furniture is mentally n physically abuse.

heh heh heh~
i'm like so, contact-less XD
i dont know any numbers ._."
except 1, yl's no.
n my old no,
i think nth else O_O
i forgot my mum's number, great =D
daddy's too~ whahaha

confiscating my phone is ady too much,
now u stil forbid me to do this & dat..
wth your brain is thinking, idk..
now both parents r like dat,
go home with a bad mood n i'm gonna die.
i mean no voilence, but.. zz
those words which comes outta your mouth, daddy & mummy, u wont know how hurtful it is.. i may smile n laugh when u scolded me but bear in mind, your wont & never know what shyt m i thinking. nevermind nevermind~ i'm your eldest daughter in any way, i must n shld set a goodgood example for my nice little sister~ i shall be a goody goody sister alright =D

let me repeat again,
i dont wanna say it to each & every of my freinds ._.
i got no phone,
so delete my no.
i'm shifting hse to bt gombak,
so... i'm homeless! XD

yea i know as a daughter i must be responsible / understanding,
but as parents can u set an example first?
understanding by confiscating items?
by making me anti-social?
whatever, i'm getting Q!@#$(@#$%^&* fed up with all those.
how i wish i'm nt de eldest,
how i wish, how i wish..
how i wish i wasnt even born to this world

just bac from chinese tuition~ xD
i so yong gong right? hols liao stil tuition wahahahah XD
dun feel like going / doing anything except slack!
going off to slack, maybe at maple? ._."
or find sth to kill jiu shi le!
dun worry, killing in game heh heh heh

我爱我自己
所以就算有再难过
就算多想伤害自己
我不能， 不能， 不能。。



they thought i dont feel a thing.
its a wonder why i treat my friends as first priority,
now i know.


i dont feel a thing, i can be just as anti-social as i like, or putting up a stupid smile, smiling at ppl like an idiot.

i'm not trying to insult or anything,
its my own personal view &

my smile =D) is rl towards my friends.
=D)

can i just, die?
dont know how my phone bill reach up to $ 152.60 -.-
madness, right?
anw, my mom canceled my phone line.
phone no. 97540317

back to blogging =D)
so bored, but at the same time thr's lots of things to do O_O
i wanna chiong my game~
but got alot of ISPL ._.
i wanna study, friends no mood zzzzzzzzz
esp dat syl, sai de -.-
ask her go library she dun wan T~T
at home how study in such environment?
food outside living room,
computer behind me,
tv outside,
mind thinking miles away from books ._."

maths camp n the miss tay class how?
clash until bu shang bu shi de,
i wan go camp & lesson =(
i wan both! i'm so greedy XD
any info abt this pls inform me, thks! =D)

jonniiepher - 51
i want this lvl b 120 !
i also want h0bit fasterrrrrrrr bishop T_T
nehmind, i sound so childish blogging is this manner -_-

looking forward to maths camp, it sounds so fun XD
imagine camping & doing maths at the same time, LOL!
i love ISPL for maths =D)
cos i dont understand anything -.-
esp those matrix, & teacher said its gonna come out at O'lvls!
how can they jus push an o lvl topic for us to die by our own?!
individual self pace learning,
is de same as dying at individual's pace right?
i wan die slowly, so do it slowly~

phy n chem, dont bother to look at it -.-

btw, when's physic's class during hols?!
someone tell me pls ._.

this reminds me of ptm, haha..
mdm fadilah seems to have nth to talk wif my mom,
probably cause seeing my face? lol.
"Qiu Zhen is a warm and friendly student."
it was a comment on my report card.
& wad mdm fadilah said to my mom..
"Qiu Zhen is a QUIET girl! she seldom speaks in class you know? but she has friends, so i dont need to worry if she has any social problems."
LMAO! den de report card was like in front of me,
& i was pointing to it to mom n said "zi xiang mao dun"
LOL!
i so anti social ma? -.-
i only agree with the first sentence,
Qiu Zhen is a warm student XD
warm as in re qing XD
wo de re qing!
hao xiang yi ba huo!
ran shao le zheng ge sha mo~
whahaahahahah XD
or does the teacher meant i kept sweating dats y say i'm warm? -.-

lalalala, so many craps, sian si ni!
now lemme do a duno wad survey, some one *ahem* forced me to do it T_T
still at msn haunting me T~T
lemme copy & paste..

1. What age do you wish to marry ?
- 娶老婆

2. What you want the most right now ?
- pass my sciences T_T

3. What do you want to be in your next life ?
- a cuter pig XD

4. Something to describe yourself
- err..? bian tai = shuai ge~

5. If you can have 1 more dream to come true , what would it be ?
- if can have den say la, de present dream i had now is never true -.-

6. What are you afraid to lose now ?
- women~

7. Do you believe in ETERNAL love?
- wad eternal? but i believe in love =D)

8. If you meet someone that you love , would you confess to him/her ?
- i alr confessed to numerous gals~

9. How would you spend 200 bucks ?
- i want more than 200 bucks!

10 . What are the requirement(s) that you yearn from the other half ?
- understand me, & stay by me always =D) ewwwwwwwww, ER XIN -.-

11.Which type of person you hate most ?
- Oo, depends on my mood if i shld hate dat person.. i may hate her/him today but love them tml!

12. So you cherish every of your friendship ?
- yes

13. Do you believe in God ?
- yes, but i'm nt christ ._.

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
- life la, if nt how survive to make things important to me?

15. Do you find it a need for you to have a boyfriend/girlfriend ?
- find good woman can le, dont need bfgf one la

16. What do you want your friends to be like ?
- kind & understanding, i hate criticism -.-

17. What are the things that i will think of ?
- when will this mo mi qi miao de survey end?!

18. What is your favourite hobby ?
- anyhow write formulas of i dont know wad

19. If you're feeling low one day , who will you go to ?
- feeling low = cry liao la, still dare go to ppl?

20. Who are the ones that you really care for ?
- friends? maybe family too..

Instructions : Remove 1 question from above and add in your personal qustion , make it total 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list , list them out at the end of this post . Notify them in their chat box that he/she had been tagged . Whoever does the tag will have blessing from all .

tag simi? how tag la..
sai -.-

k, enough blogging liao, so many craps c le also scared -.-
i think i go chiong jonniiepher XD

i do what i like,
but thr are somethings i dont like to do & wont do it.
get it yea?
whatever i do is NONE of your business.
there's absolute no need of you to spread the news around when they are not even interested to know~
& unless a sadist you are, normal people wont put it up on websites.
websites, general knowledge you shld know the meaning right?~

head aches whole day =(
luckily its only minor, lol..
& i realised i typed 'luckily' wrongly, 5 times O_O
luckyly
luky
lucily
luckyliy
lukily

ZZZZZZZZZzz
omg, spelling need practice le!
dats de reason i dont like to update,
i'll realise my spelling n grammar n will b like O_O

today stayed in sch tell 5pm,
i also dont know do wad -.-
run ard reminding those on duties,
my 24hr run ~
ISPL kns one leh,
individual self pace learning,
wad lai de ._.
might as well give us work to do, dont need whole stack of notes la.
ISPL ma, self pace learning,
we can dig our own grave at our own pace too =D)

my head aches =(

& thks jekkai for teaching me dat wad thing..??
err got one line dat one,
den is sth like
y = mc +x
or
y= mx +c
or
x= my +c?
CANNOT RECALL
OMGGGGGGGG -.-
i think y = mx + c looks familiar, so it shld b de one =D)
hopefully,
maybe.

look at the notes on matrices,
matrix : sth like robots? a movie title lai de leh!!!
got dat chapter in maths, LOL!!
i kept thinking of de movie while looking through,
n ended up nt knowing anything ._.

got no interest in studies again~
y gt holidays?! if dont have i might mug like siao u know? -.-
den no time blog all these craps le =D))
lai crap crap~

=D) smiley chins to the power of 2!
=D)) smiley chins to the power of 3!
=D))) smiley chins to the power of 4!
=D)x) lcl's 'smiley' chins to the power of chins!

chins to the power of chins = infinite chins~
lalala~
infinite chins~ wahahahah XD)

my head hurts T~T
i want call mei nu help me an mo!!
de time now is 22:22 on my com,
LOOKS SO COOL!
but i wanna take screen shot den it changed to 22:23 T_T
purposely de! dun fren u liao!
i dun wan play with u le la,
si com.
herr~ bbye! si com!
now gan gan 22:24
tmd, sha si ni! shut u down liao =.=
now no internet connection zzzzzz
i go fix den upload den punish u,
tmd dun let me upload, tml play with u till u die.
qiuzhen is so childish =D)
cos qiuzhen is still a child =D)

happy birthday fangting!


so bored, nth to do -.-
keep gaming like thr's no life, cause besides that i find nothing to do..
or shld i say too many things to do dat i dont know whr to start?
&, sorry if my previous post was to offend anyone,
i mean no harm k? T~T
lol, mayb it's nt cos of me.. i'm always dat byl XD

12.10pm now, i stil dont know wad to do~
studying now seems so zzzzzzzzzzzzzz i look like a fake but i dont wish my 'study passion' which comes so RARELY get to slip off lidat =(
few wks b4 whn exams was near, din on com, keep study study till i fell in love with books =D)
but my results zzzz, no motivation to study T~T

if all subject teachers are cute & pretty, i'm sure to get straight A's =D)



LOL~ haha, suddenly wanted to say that =(

p.s. sometimes what i say/write/post is what comes outta my head, which i dont think. so do not find any offense =D)
pig brains have greater inertia*
inertia of an object refers to the reluctance of the object to change its state of rest or motion.
hence, this is why i'm lazy to think abt the words coming out from my mouth by the brain~
wrong grammar tsktsk!

seriously i got nth to do~ T_T
go gaming le, cyaaaaaa

another =( day T~T
abt results again, sigh..
actually i heck care abt dat physics de,
but whn i c de highest score,
i c how pathetic i m ._.
then during de bazaar my mood was stil stable, lol!
i got nth to do, so went bac class & slacked.

so long din run ady, so i ran down to hand in de ss e-learning work -.-
now i duno tecksiong got help anot,
my worksheet was nowhere to b found =.=
whn i went bac miss tay was thr ady,
so cont slacking till she ask me y me physics fail till lidat -.-
she was like looking as all score sheets?! ZZZZZZZ
i wanted to snapped bac but.. nth to say -.-
scared offend tio teacher sia, if lcl i stil dont mind LOL!
she was trying to cheer me (?) by saying
"nvm, fail now, so u'll learn & pass next time"
& "u ask me alot questions, go ask mr chun also la"
but i dont know y i feel =((((((((((
its supposed to b encouraging but i feel so =(((((((
dont know y, mayb pms or sth, LOL~
heh heh heh, i shld go for a sexual transplant, right? =D)

planning to study physics ltr but,
exams over alr leh, stil study so hard, i look so extra =(
today in class i felt like, outcast?
lol, limited vocab so duno how say la,
not outcast, is sth else but i dont know wad ._.
in class ppl r like, playing chess zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
n telling jokes etc.
no mood for anything, sob..

nehmind, stil got mood think of nu ren =D)
长期地假笑会造成内伤，
也会渐渐忘了自己怎么真实地笑。

practice summary.
summary :

长期的假笑会使自己忘了真实的笑。

correct ma? aiya, nehmind, suan le -.-
study harder for CA2,
jiayou =D)

p.s. =D) <<< is NOT a fake smile!

O_O my previous post got sth wrong -.-
nehmind, put thr shuang XD
nights & sweet dreams,
NO ITALIC! XD

actually i wanna blog sth =D
but few mins b4 is sooooooooooo =(
lemme shuang abit XD ltr den post, crap more important.

knn u call yourself my parents.
dont even know what i need.
basic needs also cannot provide,
EVEN DELETED MY WORK FROM DESKTOP.
FINE. let me fail for u.
i spent like, 3 hrs ++ surfing for ss article,
cause its counted in CA2.
& dad just deleted it away.
ALL MY WINDOWS TOO
microsoft word, at least i can print a page of info I TYPED.
WTF THEY LIKE CLEANINESS SO MUCH,
CLEAN YOUR BUTT LA.
EVEN WINDOWS ALSO DIE DIE MUST CLEAN,
USE YOUR PRODUCTS ON ME,
AS IF I SAMPLE LIDAT.
EXPERIMENT ON HAR?
Y NT JUS DO IT ON YOURSELF,
SINCE RELATIVES KEPT NAGGING ABT IT.
STOP BLAMING FOR NT WANTING TO LEARN ABT DAT S2P BUSINESS.
LET DAT P3 SIS TAKE OVER LA,
NT LIKE SHE SO S2P LIDAT.
AT LEAST SHE CAN PASS HER SCIENCE,
COS NO WORK IS STORED IN THE DESKTOP.
WHAT SHIT CRAP BUSINESS U'RE TALKING OF,
ALLOWING BIG MOUTHS RELATIVES TO TALK ABT.
THINK THE MORE THE BETTER,
DONT SO KIASU LA MY DEAR MUMMY.
PUTTING SO MUCH ACIDS ON YOUR FACE WILL ONLY CAUSE A DISFIGURED FACE N NTH ELSE!
HCL, NAOH, U WANT?
CHEM LAB GOT ALOT.
@!#knn u call yourself my parents.
dont even know what i need.
basic needs also cannot provide,
EVEN DELETED MY WORK FROM DESKTOP.
FINE. let me fail for u.
i spent like, 3 hrs ++ surfing for ss article,
cause its counted in CA2.
& dad just deleted it away.
ALL MY WINDOWS TOO
microsoft word, at least i can print a page of info I TYPED.
WTF THEY LIKE CLEANINESS SO MUCH,
CLEAN YOUR BUTT LA.
EVEN WINDOWS ALSO DIE DIE MUST CLEAN,
USE YOUR PRODUCTS ON ME,
AS IF I SAMPLE LIDAT.
EXPERIMENT ON HAR?
Y NT JUS DO IT ON YOURSELF,
SINCE RELATIVES KEPT NAGGING ABT IT.
STOP BLAMING FOR NT WANTING TO LEARN ABT DAT S2P BUSINESS.
LET DAT P3 SIS TAKE OVER LA,
NT LIKE SHE SO S2P LIDAT.
AT LEAST SHE CAN PASS HER SCIENCE,
COS NO WORK IS STORED IN THE DESKTOP.
WHAT SHIT CRAP BUSINESS U'RE TALKING OF,
ALLOWING BIG MOUTHS RELATIVES TO TALK ABT.
THINK THE MORE THE BETTER,
DONT SO KIASU LA MY DEAR MUMMY.
PUTTING SO MUCH ACIDS ON YOUR FACE WILL ONLY CAUSE A DISFIGURED FACE N NTH ELSE!
HCL, NAOH, U WANT?
CHEM LAB GOT ALOT.
@!#$&*(!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(

amp;*(!@#$%^&*!@#$%^&*(


SSZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

HAIS, so sad so sad..

so unstable, i stil can scold alot more but..

I MANAGE IMPULSIVITY! =D

at 11pm, my parents came home n they're like,

wan me go do the soki thing zzz

de business stuffs again.. -.- so i went in,
n they go use their fcking smelly + disgusting products ON MY FACE.
another experiment. tsk.
i dont know how mom managed to pass the 'facial teacher' course,
i'm so displeased as the customer!
she still laughed n sickening la,
SHIT SALIVA ON ME
YUCKS! total madness,
such parents are like zzzzzz
dad used my com,
& seeing too much files in de com,
he was afraid that it'll affect the efficiency of the internet.
so he did a smart thing i'd nv tot of.
DELETING EVERY FILES!
i was doing my ss halfway k?
can just let me submit it anot?
i spent so much time on it just hoping to at least, fail nt so badly.
-.- cannot let me fulfil wish arh?!
siao one, nehmind i go find again.
&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&&,
whn mom did 'facial' on me, nt only de chemicals r yucky,
de service is badddddddddddddddd.
de sticky yucky gooooooo-y stuffs sticked onto my hair,
& i wan wash!
planning to slp at 1am, wake up at 4am to wash hair =D)
lol, bian tai. i also know i wont wake up -.-
so for de past hr i rinsed at de basin ._.
now clean le =D)
but displeased!
de article i found now is so longggggggggggg sob..
i go slp le, tml chiong article.
ps for my red post.
i deleted some sentences ady =D)
let me put on on blog for few days, hahaa.
nites & sweet dreams =D
why isit italic?! zzzzzzzzzzzzz walau com sot...