FAITH is a big word. Believe in it.

i dun wan work~
office de com c long de wil headache+ become cok eye T_T
go office thn c dad wil shiver de =.=
whn dad come in n gib me things to do last wk,
i even heard "eh, u calculate these amt correctly, cannot hab mistakes"
i head it as "eh, u btr hold this tv properly, cannot drop it"
OMG!! my brain sot liao ._.
stil rmb tt accudent T_T

anyway last wed i went bac sch,
even noe results liao stil go bac ._.
c classmates, but din talk much la.
haissss regret y din work hard,
or mayb cos i rly dun hab de brains la -.-
but i knew i din even try,
since i failed my history which i studied for a day n yet fail =.=
den dun bother liao,
predicted all same ending = fail

but tt was like so brainless of me la.
history nia, my brain stm i aso noe de,
y say fail history den fail all =.=
duno y i din even bother to try.
i was jus too afraid of failing.
once i failed in doin sth means give up le ._."

meii went 3e5 as she predicted.
lol! so zun..
i jus anything la, no history can le!
den end up in 3e4 =.=lll
3e4 n 3e3 de comb ard de same mah,
jus tt 3e4 i think i'm thr cos cnt cope wif de others ba..
gd aso la, wun so stressed n mayb if i work hard enuf,
wun b de bottom few ._.

i'm nt da type of ppl hu accept failures so easily -_-
cnt accep failures liao hw to learn frm them ._.
so crap la,
"dun give up whn u fail, but learn frm it"
fail liao stil wan learn,
make myself zi bei ._.

i rmb once saying tt to my dad.
"project fail le nvm, learn frm your mistakes n whr u fail at"
then dad was like"project fail le thr wun b any chance for me to even noe de mistakes i made"
den tt totally crashes into my mind,
thr cnt be any failures.
no failures ard.
but i ady 1 of it le ma.
a complete failure~
lalalalala~

but now at least i think i'll b bothered to try on other subs n work hard on it la..
at least i bothered~

nex mon goin buy books liao,
so fast ._. mum kiasu la.
dun wan me play com aso dun need like tt ma.
de most i continue eating de 1kg cucumbers u bought lor =.=
i jus tell her i like to eat cucumbers nia,
( actually my maid n i wan use to get rid of dark rings )
i heard over de phone she sounds so upset,
ltr tell her wan waste cucumbers bu shi gen zao ._."
so i tell her i like to eat -.-
den she immediately sounds happy =.=lll
den say "kk u like ar? i buy alot for u k?"
den hang up de phone liaos.
i over de phone was thing " ohmygoshhhhhh"
n mom came bac wif ard a kg of cucumbers ._."

i go munch cucumbers le~
wil uupdate soon if i bothered =p