stupid dad.
stupid nails.
i'm soooooooooo stupid la,
cnt controls tears
cnt control sniffing
cnt even tahan pain
pls la my dear daddy, i'm nt as muscular as u.
u wan me b muscle gal har?
send me to sch which train muscle, nt brains.
mom call daddy go carpark take de tv up,
den dad bu shuang den ask me carry aso la,
i ady moody liao, thn whn he wan me carry i ady sense sth gonna go wrong.
damm wrong la
hw stupid i was, de way i carried tt tv was wrongwrongwrong
my fingers r jammed in de tv, n my nails r long la.
carry de tv out of de car ady wan my life le,
mom wan help me, but dad keep say DUN
den too bad la i cnt take it den jus let go.
de tv bam on de floor..
he cnt control temper, nor managed impulsivity =.=
his hand jus smack my hands n leg.
my phone dropped n lay near his leg.
he din pick up, but jus kicked it under de car n ask me pick up.
wtf he think i dog ar?
playing a game of catch wif me?
i picked de phone cos its y i work in your company my dear daddy.
to pay its fcking bills i'd promised.
after tt i jus sniff non stop.
hw idiotic, sniffing w/o tears ._.
den whn reach home i rush to de washroom to bathe,
i kept sniffing w/o tears.
it reminds me of hw he'd beaten me whn i'm young n whn i do things wrong.
he smack, slap or hit.
all which does harm to me.
den suddenly many flashbacks played in my mind.
hw i'd dropped a heavy load at de office whn i'm young.
hw i'd been slapped whn i spent his precious $$ for nth.
hw i've been beaten frm young whnever i did sth wrong.
den suddenly tears broke off whn dad said sry to me..
thn mom came in n said "dad jus dun wan u to b like a 千金大小姐, he wans u to suffer abit"
he dunno hw much i'd suffered?
pls bear tt in mind my dear daddy,
its u hu're rich, not me
since whn did i get xtra allowance?
n your money $$ no1 touch la, dun worry.
dun ever ask your daughter to carry freaking heavy laods la pls.
wan a muscular daughter sry i cnt b.
neither can my sis.
i hab to suffer so much before my sis,
either 1 of us hab to kena scolded n beaten up.
i'd rather b de 1 instead of my sis.
de most lemme die =D
child abuse sia.
so sad la today kena bullied T_T
n meii said put "> . <" (w/o spacing) wil hab sth funny
lemme try~
>.<
anything??
carry de tv out of de car ady wan my life le,
mom wan help me, but dad keep say DUN
den too bad la i cnt take it den jus let go.
de tv bam on de floor..
he cnt control temper, nor managed impulsivity =.=
his hand jus smack my hands n leg.
my phone dropped n lay near his leg.
he din pick up, but jus kicked it under de car n ask me pick up.
wtf he think i dog ar?
playing a game of catch wif me?
i picked de phone cos its y i work in your company my dear daddy.
to pay its fcking bills i'd promised.
after tt i jus sniff non stop.
hw idiotic, sniffing w/o tears ._.
den whn reach home i rush to de washroom to bathe,
i kept sniffing w/o tears.
it reminds me of hw he'd beaten me whn i'm young n whn i do things wrong.
he smack, slap or hit.
all which does harm to me.
den suddenly many flashbacks played in my mind.
hw i'd dropped a heavy load at de office whn i'm young.
hw i'd been slapped whn i spent his precious $$ for nth.
hw i've been beaten frm young whnever i did sth wrong.
den suddenly tears broke off whn dad said sry to me..
thn mom came in n said "dad jus dun wan u to b like a 千金大小姐, he wans u to suffer abit"
he dunno hw much i'd suffered?
pls bear tt in mind my dear daddy,
its u hu're rich, not me
since whn did i get xtra allowance?
n your money $$ no1 touch la, dun worry.
dun ever ask your daughter to carry freaking heavy laods la pls.
wan a muscular daughter sry i cnt b.
neither can my sis.
i hab to suffer so much before my sis,
either 1 of us hab to kena scolded n beaten up.
i'd rather b de 1 instead of my sis.
de most lemme die =D
child abuse sia.
so sad la today kena bullied T_T
n meii said put "> . <" (w/o spacing) wil hab sth funny
lemme try~
>.<
anything??